Many of the times we found ourselves in some certain conditions that isn't palatable for us yet we keep going, why because give up in not an option.
You may never has anyone around you when you going through stuff in life, if you found yourself in that situation, you have no options than to keep summoned courage and keep going, if you failed to keep going and you have no one to back you? That can lead to a completely loser
Never give up the fight because of the current situation, the fact that you planned something but different things came up wasn't your fault most times it's called life.
I really wish i could change something myself, but that authority is outside of us, you don't know who to questions for certains thing's that happen to us, even if you ask, WHY ME? HAVE YOU EVER GOT FEEDBACK? It's may not be easily but we have no power to change the situation around the way we want it.
Very funny, how life treating us, but if you lucky something you will thinking as if you are the only person who is favoured throughout the world. My prayers for you even where you least expected good news, you will get it good news back.
WHEN YOU LOST HOPE , THEN LOT OF THING HAVE BEEN TAKING AWAY. AT THIS POINT, LET ME GO SLEEP, HAVE A BLESSED NIGHT REST
God will be your source