This moon photo was taken with my Redmi 13C phone (Camera LMC8.4).
There came a time in my life when I felt that I no longer wanted to live in this world. All will to live was dead. I was most alone in this world then. I had no one by my side. I was drowning in depression.
The time was at the end of 2021. It was a time of great shock in my life. My girl friend left me alone. When this happened my hands were sweating profusely, my chest was pounding and I was shaking profusely. I was not getting karo energy in my body. The grief of that day was so strong that for a moment I lost everything and could not walk.
I had a very good relationship with my girl friend. We couldn't live without each other. Our relationship was about 2 years old. During this period we never had any quarrel. We were very happy. But I never imagined such a day would come before me. My girl friend suddenly started misbehaving with me one day.
At one point she blocked me from all social media and broke up with me. I felt the most alone that day. My body was shaking. It was as if the sky had collapsed on my head. I was crying uncontrollably but there was no one to hear my cry. I got no one by my side. That day there was a dark room beside me. I make them companions.
I held onto her legs and cried that day not to leave me. I just wanted to hug her once, just a hug. But she left me destitute. My head was broken. I just sobbed in the dark room. I sat on the roof and cried alone and watched the moon. The moon was my companion that day.
I discussed the dark chapters of my life with a friend. I tell him all the stories of my life. Seeing my poor and fragile condition, my friend told me, "You alone can change your condition. Don't blame anyone else. Love changes color with time. You have to accept it." But I couldn't accept it at all. I loved my girl friend very much.
Day by day my physical and mental condition was getting worse. My body was starting to break down. I didn't want to live with her graceful departure. She didn't even keep her promise to me.
I used to cry all the time, it was a cry of anger and a cry of loneliness. I didn't want to go back to the depths of death, but my will to live had also died. The only thing I lacked that day was the lack of love that was fueling the storm inside me and eating away at me.
If the moon was not by my side that day, I would have died. My dark room taught me to live. Now I am somewhat normal. I wanted to be with her but she left me for dead.
Sometimes the reason we can't turn on the mood isn't because we love the person we used to be. The thing is we can't love anyone after that. Or afraid to love.
I sincerely thank Steem Venezuela Community for allowing me to share these words of my suffering with you.
@nirob1613
Guao! Este texto me erizó la piel. Es muy duro sentirse desamparado luego de terminar una relación amorosa, y más cuando sigues amando a esa persona.
Comprendo las palabras de tu amigo, pero en momentos de depresión ninguna palabra o consejo venido de otras personas suele ser sanador.
Por fortuna, el tiempo ha pasadfo y has logrado sobreponerte. ESpero que estés mejor. Los golpes emocionales nos fortalecen. Un abrazo.
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Fallar en el amor es muy doloroso. Pero todos cambiamos con el tiempo. Un abrazo para ti también.
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Creo que Dios tiene razones para quitarnos del camino a algunas personas, y solo con el tiempo comprendemos que lo mejor fue lo que pasó.
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Estoy de acuerdo con tus palabras. Nuestro Creador siempre quiere lo mejor para nosotros. Tardíamente nos damos cuenta de ello. Pero también es cierto que cuando un ser querido nos deja, quedamos muy destrozados. Entonces nos volvemos como pájaros con las alas rotas.
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Así es.
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Upvoted! Thank you for supporting witness @jswit.
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¡Saludos amigo!🤗
Viviste una etapa donde se ejecuta el "Estar muerto en vida" y, ese proceso sin duda alguna es devastador... Puedo comprender tu sentir, ya que en el pasado estuve en ese trance el cual, me llevó a una depresión que casi apaga mi vida.
Muchas veces la ayuda viene de alguien o elementos que menos imaginamos... En tu caso, fue un elemento natural y, me alegra mucho saber que le hiciste caso a esa señal.
Te envío un fuerte abrazo💚
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Esos días fueron muy difíciles para mí. Casi me destruyo a mí misma. Un tiempo en el que no hay nadie alrededor. Lamento mucho escuchar que te pasó lo mismo. Rezo para que los días futuros los puedas pasar muy bien.😊
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আপনার দুঃখের কথা শুনে আমারও খুব খারাপ লাগলো। আমি আপনার জন্য দোয়া করি আপনি যেন একটা ভালো গার্লফ্রেন্ড পান।
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জীবনে গার্লফ্রেন্ড না থাকাই ভালো😂
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