THE DIARY GAME : DATE (12, February 2021) )(Visiting the YEM's Group Bamenda HQ's, the IT Power House helped me to connect to my webinar to no avail as lights went off and internet crashedown in town )

Today Friday 12th February 2021, I was assigned to power a presentation under the auspices of the President of Women's International League for Peace and Freedoms (WILPF), the Cameroon team

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I got up from bed today at 5 AM because I was assigned as a panelist in a Wibinar to do the presentation which took me a week to research my presentation and today was D-day the final day to present .

Since yesterday, 11th February 2021, I have already made arrangements with my internet subscribers and my internet and other logistics were set .

Since I never wanted to have issues I tried to secure headphones from a Colleague and also tooks some precautions to test the apparels before time.

At about 8 AM I was surprised by my director from Buea about her availability in Bamenda .She have me a surprising meeting at Blue pearl Hotel and due to the fact that I had a webinar today which was an International webinar.

I decided to avoid the risk of failing to attain the interview because of tide schedules but arriving on time at 10 AM at the Hotel where my director invited me.

I started having a bad feeling that I will fail in the major task of the day.

I had to wait for about an hour before she came. She arrived and we had a meeting and the meeting was prolonged as upon calling one of our lawyers and consultant for an on going project , there were a lot of field challenges in the project an emergency meeting was scheduled straightaway with Barrister to iron out what is perturberting the success of our project .

I started having pressure and frustration began.

When we left Blue Pearl Hotel for Commercial Avenue where Barrister's office is and because of Taxi Challenges we arrived at 11:30 AM.

At the Barrister's office, I reminded my director that I have to head back as soon as possible because I am a resource person in an International Webinar.

We hastily figured our differences over the project and we needed to aggregate files of the beneficiaries of the ongoing project
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I became challenged by the rate time was moving so fast.

The meeting delayed me until I left the office 30 mins to the beginning of the webinar which started exactly at 2 PM.

The long prepared awaited meeting started with failure,

It was not easy until my friend a great IT Technician @Mr.Bull alias @fombae helped me to connect with great IT skills thanks to this talent from YEM' Group Office .
I was so happy with him.

As I connected to the webinar I introduced myself to participants from Yemen, Columbia, Am Salvador etc.

The success journey became greeted by a short euphoria as frustration started due to internet pertubation .

It was just 5 minutes into the workshop, my internet went off and crashed.
My talent house @fombae had left.

All hope was not lost as a sympathizer @nkengblaise was there to helped me and I connected again through a third party Wi-Fi box.
I reconnected again and hoping for the better . I was asked to start presenting. and it all ended in teara as the connection crashed back to avail .

All attempts collapsed permanently .

I did not even listen nor did I say anything in the webinar that I was representing Women' s International League for Peace and Freedom.

I felt so sad because I was representing the Country Director who upon traveling to the Central African Republic assigned me to handle the presentation on behalf of the Organization .

I left the webinar at 3PM and took a taxi home very devastated, very disappointed and very very embarrassed upon the money sacrificed as a volunteer , the time and every research made I failed the Organization .

I feel so ashamed of myself and disappointed.

I took a taxi back home and reached home and had some food and water which since morning I had no time for because of the said engagements, then it was 5 PM , I decided to write my #diary game for steam #cameroon community after this premature work day.

Dear stemians thanks for reading my story. It all ended in tears.

My story is #steemexclusive. Not including the ForumCV image.

Thank you @nforyembe , @xacopadia for hosting