CREATIVE WRITING | HOW I LIVED ABOVE DEPRESSION 1

Would you still value me that much if I told you I had a child out of wedlock and am taking care of that kid with all I have?

Most times we are the people who plunge people into deep depression by our judgemental nature. Have you thought of how you behaved and reacted when that your friend told you about his deepest regrets and secrets?
The devil can use anyone, it depends if you're available to be used by him.
What if I told you I was once a fraudster and a thief. would you trust me with your money?

Why do we have the tendency of knowing people from their past and not their present? Who were they before their past? Why hinge on the past solely to relate with a man? A new creature is a new creature no matter what he did in the past. Therefore know we no man after the flesh. 2Corinthians 5:16
I remember I had an uncle who asked me several questions when I just got born again as concerns what I struggled with and what I used to do.
I opened up to this man and instead of encouraging me he used them against me. You can imagine how depressed and how useless I felt. Common! How can I tell you my weaknesses when I was in the world and you lose trust in me that much. It just became like it was a crime to receive this Jesus as Lord.

For a long time I struggled with guilt and depression. Asking myself if this was a good decision in the first place. I bless God for the person who introduced me to Apostle Mike Orokpo's messages. I ate them and slept with them and my best friend at the moment was prayer. It was by prayer I broke out of that prison.

A prophet once came at home and I was standing there still in contemplations if I made a good choice to follow Christ. Na so this Christianity be? ....

While he prayed for us the children of the house. He arrived on me and told me, "it is well, don't ask yourself many questions, the time is coming you'll understand". Only me knew what was going on, I told no one about my fights being afraid of how they'll judge me in return. My brother asked what was it the prophet talked about and I told him nothing.

But today!!! I don't brag, but I knoww I'm a changed man, my past haunts me most times and I still fight it with all my strength. Even in the deepest of prayers your mind will wander and bring pictures of my escapades, play them before my eyes. I'm not moved by that, I have an advocate and the accuser's claims over me are useless. He was defeated and wants me to choose defeat as him. Mais je ne suis pas comme lui. I'm a son of light! I came from light and unto light I shall return

When the accuser comes, I don't cry, I bombard him with the word😂. I first of all like Vawulence, hold prayer with one hand. Carry the word of God in the other hand. Knack am, bombard am kill am.

My most weakest moments are my most dangerous moments. Stop the judging and encourage someone who has fallen or is falling. Let someone's horrible past not be the reason for your disdain.
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