You would be doing yourself and the rest of us a great service if you would do some introspection. It is clear that you have serious unresolved issues from your childhood. You most likely suffered a traumatic event or lived in a hostile environment prior to age 7. One or both of your parents were, for whatever reason, emotionally unavailable to you during your formative years. No amount of vindictive hating of "the other" will ever make the emptiness you feel inside, go away.