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It all started with a dildo and experimenting with crossdressing and after the first time I jizzed like a girl I was a wrap from that moment on. I started doing it more often and eventually I was able to make it happen several times in a row with a toy but I had trouble having a man do it for me. I was a little self conscious about it and I wasn't sure how someone that was fucking me would react to me squirting jizz on his cock like a girl.
It actually took me a long time to get this far with the whole thing. After so many times of fucking myself with vibrators and well made rubber dildos and learning to have multiple orgasms I didn't really even think about my little dick anymore. Then I noticed that I rarely got an erection at all and I didn't ever think about sex with women anymore. I would spend hours on my computer with a realistic dildo inside my ass and make friends online to come over and fuck me like a girl as love to wear lingerie and feel feminine. Usually I would have an hour or two of hot sex with a top man and as soon as he leaves I squirted all over my toy for a while.One night I invited a man over that seemed to be really attracted to me in my red lingerie and he was well hung to. I liked how he moved me all over the bed and fucked like a stallion for over an hour or so. He gave me every inch and I felt like a girl looking up at him as I finally just exploded on his cock and it gushed out like a river as I sqealed like a slut and he was thrilled. He got so excited that he plowed by ass into the mattress until I squirted again and I nearly passed out. I told him what I knew about it then and it was not really much information. After he was gone I was thrusting my toy in and out my butt for more.I started craving it and wanting to feel more feminine every day as I still hide it from the world that I lived in every day. Pretty soon I met another man that fucks me good enough to get me there and I began to open up a little more about it as I could not stop thinking about being treated like a sissy girl and fucked deep and very hard until I jizz all over the place.I started to enjoy crossdressing more and I fantasize about being dominated by a man that I could cook and clean for every day and dress sexy for him as I submit to letting him fuck me anytime and anywhere he wants. I started thinking about looking for a long term relationship where I would be a sissy maid for my daddy to basically own. I now enjoy being told to get on my knees and suck a man's cock in full submission like a sissy girl. I get turned on by being treated like a slut and forced to gag on a huge dick or cook his meals and serve him in every way he desires.
I have not had much luck at finding a long term thing yet but I am still shy about crossdressing and I have never been in public with a dress on. I can't take it much longer though I am getting to a point where I am going to get a sexy wardrobe and go out there and find the domanant man that will make me feel like a girl everyday. I have definitely become more submissive and I really want to explore this so much more. I recently have decided to start gathering clothes, wigs, lingerie and many other girlish products and when I get my look and I think I might be passable in public then I will walk out the door in my pink skirt and heels with my lingerie underneath.Ihave always thought that I would have to have a man to force me into submission before I would have the courage to crossdress everyday and just become a sissy girl in front of the whole world. I now think I should get dressed sexy and go out in the streets and let him see me wanting to feel his manhood like a good girl. I am almost ready to step out of the fake life that I have been trapped in and try being a real slut for everyone to see until the tall dark and domanant man takes me to his house and makes me worship his big hard cock before he tells me to cook his dinner.I have spent a lot of time thinking and fantasizing about this in so many ways that I sometimes get frustrated and upset that I don't have breast or enough guts to be myself and just walk right down to the store and buy a pair of panties and stockings like it is no big deal. I just ordered a bunch of new stuff from the internet and it should arrive in the next few days or so and I think this is the moment I have been waiting for. I also have done quite a bit of research on breast implant surgery and I am very sure that that is something I want to do and I believe I need it to be more feminine and feel confident and comfortable with myself as I get on a bus and see men looking at me like I have always wanted to be seen.Its very safe to say that I am probably going to get very excited about this at first and I might become a full fledge slut for a while. I have even thought a lot about being a prostitute and I get turned on just thinking about it. This will be like opening up Pandora's box for me and I am thrilled about the whole adventure. I am sure of one thing at this point though.... There will be no turning back after I get out there and let the universe put me where I am supposed to be. I really hope it starts off with me getting in the car with a guy that is over six feet tall and has every bit of a nine inch cock that he wants to shove down my throat and make me look up and submit to him on a daily basis.
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