No More Will I Faint : Show Your Poetry Skill Contest | Week Five (5) Contest - 25 STEEM Reward Pool.

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Wanking deeper, followed with a moan
Relief came faster, I hate the porn
Priest voice rang nearer,
Son, you're wrong
I bowed my head in shame
I've betrayed my maker, my God.
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Wouldn't sit still, unsettling things
To arouse and make fall
Her aim was short
Seduced, sinned and be gone
Leaving me horrible
My Delilah, my torn
Reducing my strength
Empowering my loins.
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Who will dare save me
Power to be and not to
A Bible or mustard seed
My salvation may come from the east
Helpless, no more dream
To get out of this will be the deal
Abstinence didn't help
A jump through the window
I fell to hell.
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To the therapist
Shared my diary
All knew my history
A fight I lost
The little won
As I bowed in shame
I heard a voice calm and sane
"Son, I train in pain"
Your strength is the gain
I laughed a little
No more will I faint.
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Years gone bye
Delivered over and over
Smiles written face
Cheeks looking high
An addiction gone life
Made everyone to change.
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