the woman i love told me she is seeing someone else...
my six month lease was up...and everything got boxed back up into a storage unit...
the printshop i worked at for the past 11 years....i quit...
changes...i am not always good with them...
a whole lotta mourning going around...
usually takes me a few days to sit with these feels...
could woulda shoulda....but 
didnt...
only thing that settles the depression...is getting back to work...
new job...and i got a spot at the shop for my cot...
give thanks...river will have to be my shower this summer...
taking the day off from the new job to visualize my next chapter...
land...to build soil...over multiple seasons...
visualizing orangevale or fair oaks area...close to my daughters school...
always on the fringes....always walking the razor's edge...
time plus music help heal all...
check in with you soon...
sending love and light and good juju...
to all whom are feeling the vibes...