Every day is a new day. Every failure is a new failure (even though we have done it before) and every victory is a new victory. But, there is one thing they all have in common... if you continue, you will always have the chance to get even better. Nothing is final, except death. Your life is not over, even though it might feel like it is over. As long as your heart beats, there is a chance of victory and of healing. you don't have to be stuck to the bed for life, there is hope, and God is there with you, breathing life into your soul and into your heart right now.
I wish you all the best and don't give up... have the courage to keep on dreaming, have the courage to keep on living, and you will see that success is on your way and hope is coming to fill your inner being!