Visited my old friend I knew when I moved from a province to another in my earlier 20's. 2003-4-5 around that era where I met him. Well he's about to have a new member to the family, so it was neat when he showed me some bo staffing. Ya know it's funny, I'm from Bo Town, I grew up in Bowness and my mom still lives by the Bow river! He hadn't really practice'd for anyone since he was 17! Was sharing a flashback moment right there! I have the video but will upload tomorrow as it's getting late.
Had a great conversation with him! And then getting home dealing with the personal home family trips. Allot of times our fam members take on too much. Not too much really. Just the sort of mind body awakenings we are striving for have you seeing the life/death seriousness of a cultural cartoon perspective believed by the masses of people or so it may seem. However deep down everyone could possibly remember their own childhood if the chime is right! You know!? awarenesses of that nature at least. The animal in man! Human Beast!
Oooh yea, talking about cancer scares or afraid I will get emphysema. When you look at the harsh realities of life and you see others getting cancers or getting so stressed they fall apart, you are able to feel the fear. That can be a good thing! Being slightly paranoid can be a sign of health! Know it's symptomatic and the stories in your head may be painting a metaphorical picture that is actually real but may not be literally real.
Sometimes our bodies may seem to morph and change. Tensions are be released in the exercise. To be comfortable enough in ones body and self to know where the tensions are. The muscle memories may be bound up to an extent. The release may come with past trauma, just know this is a review and a way to flush out and change. Change is traumatic.
Just some off the top of head words before bed. It's been quite the haul! Life - what a trip! I feel the pull to express, let it out, get on with it. Get on with the show! Oh, I feel a show!! Some kind of carnival vibe. A travelling circus!! Nerd revenge and yuck! creepy clowns!! hmmmnnmm okay let's pray, creepy clowns be gone!!
