it's called sarcasm, precious

it's not about the money

when you have six figures to show

that's why people who get paid thousands don't fix it in over 72 hours

i remember getting fired over not doing what i got paid thousands for

o wait, NO !

i only got fired twice in all 50-60 jobs ... all the rest was end of contract and other than that ME QUITTING OVER the supreme leader with divine employer right not having to hold up their end

like I HAVE TO BE ON TIME
but for some reason my money doesnt have to be ?

so when after the LAST ONE i SWORE IT WOULD BE THE LAST ONE ?

i think "people" STILL dont take me seriously

mostly people who get thousands

or people who had like 1 or 2 "jobs" in their lifespan ... mostly handed by daddy or his friends

?

am i to be impressed by lazy ass shit not selling their shit expecting shit from people ? doing nothing ?

because i'm not , SO ....

i dont wanna get into politics but i dont like being attacked by dimwits fed on money instead of watered down breastmilk

right, that should be enough for the day then before someone gets defensive and tries to choke me by piling up money on my ass because its all they have

..... push-to-talk

yea but i do ... it just wont come by trying

if it doesnt come by itself then it doesnt

up until four weeks ago it was improving, a LOT, then overnight i found myself in the same state as before, no clue what triggered that

still don't know

see ... Ipsos was the last one, right ? and i only "let them" give me a chance because of the dopamine promise of "work from home after three weeks" ... otherwise i would have fucked it up to make sure, just like the ones before

because I CANT DO THAT ANYMORE, threats or insults do NOT change that

people who talk about it usually have no clue, they sound ridiculous to me

if that's not always positive ? then i hope you never have a day of real dark in your life or you'll probably be hanging from a rope after 48 hours, now since they

LIED

AGAIN ...

that was the last time

i found steemit

it looks like something i can manage,

from home

without leaving my adamantite tower which reinforced itself time after time, even worse when people try to crack it open

but its not a threat or something, or an ultimatum

its just that or nothing because i already had nothing, i'm not pushing or pulling

i stopped giving shits YEARS AGO ... i don't "do" anything since i got stuck back here in hellville

words ?

dont help

YOU ?

you dont have my money so you CANT help

i'm not interested in your score or opinion on the matter either

so stop asking me what i think or what i'm gonna do

i was doing nothing

so i am gonna do NOTHING

you can blame the people who put me here

and FUCK OFF :)

wake me when the price is up

14:57 ? not enough

i think ive been over it hundreds, if not thousands of times

i've heard all the arguments over and over and over

from get over
it to be happy with what you have

keep the peasants down, you're not used up yet but you cant have ever more

stay in your caste

(thats what i HEAR, thats probably not what YOU think you're saying)

over and over, the arguments, the pushing, the dimwit-manipulation, the ... okay you had the most signatures but SHE's a pretty girl who said she had a 3k job before and doesnt NEED THIS, so i dont think you can do this

to

well all your performance is in the green, WAY above average, HOWEVER, you can do a little

better

you can do a litlte

better

you can do a little

better ...

ye it said three weeks , its almost three months

yes, just a LITTLE better !

meanwhile the muslim girl who said : I CANT DO THIS EVERY DAY FROM WHERE I LIVE

got it after three or four weeks, its how lesser elders here turn 100% racists, dont you know that

while me i could euh be on the road 10 to 11 hours to get four hours paid because "i could do JUST A LITTLE better"

... before i could do it from home

now, you see, i TOLD YOU THAT WAS THE VERY LAST TIME

some people still dont believe that

it means it wasnt the very FIRST time people thought i can't see through their shit

what makes you think any kind of dopamine promise, will even work again, coming from humans

filth

lying, marketing scum ?

politics ?

rich boys ?

what makes you think that ?

if that means i'll have nothing for the rest of my life

then that's what it is ...

arguments ?

duly noted and discarded

heard them all before, they wore me out, you achieved that much

so i think im going back to bed, movies almost done

wake me up when the price hits somewhere i can start buying snickers again

otherwise

dont bother

its not an ultimatum

its not a threat

its not a cry for help or compassion

i think normal people turn suicidal or terrorist in my case

its just a FACT

and i didnt do this to me ...

tra la la ?

i can basically flowchart and print out the reactions lower management stuck in the same company in the same small office on the same floor for over ten years would give

since i gave the explanation over a hundred times i'll keep that short : i'm either good enough or not

after three months "just a little better" while im walking 10 kilometers a day and am over 10 hours on the road for four times 8 euros ?

that's very much insulting me and my intelligence so save the fairy tales for the believers

now ...

just give up ....

if you dont have MY money, you got nothing for me

and that and that

and then that

and THAT is STILL being dependent

YOU want either something on a leash or something to throw a bone at

and that's even being worse than dependent so

if its not clear yet i cant explain it any better and im really going back to bed now

no i'm not depressed

it woke me up at six again ... the day was cursed before it started

no ?

well don't bother, you'll look like an idiot

still no comprende , that part ?

if i'm good enough to handle live clients on a live phone doing the same prehistoric scripted shit for MONTHS

then i'm good enough to handle the same ones on a live phone doing the same prehistoris shit from HOME, only 150 to 200% more a day since i dont need 4 hours of train and 4 hours at least of walking ... (for which i dont get paid)

making me staying there for three whole months listening to those lies FLAT OUT IN MY FACE

by shiney people who actually think anyone believes what they say ?

a herculean feat of patience

that's what that makes that

when i say THAT WAS THE LAST TIME AND I DONT GIVE A SHIT WHAT YOU DESTROY TRYING TO MAKE ME ?

that's what i mean by

people still dont take me seriously

and when you're gonna "shock me out" of this situation after a youth of too much authority ?

how times idiot is the word i'm looking for ?

gud, sleep now ?

need

HAVE TO

it wouldnt let me this morning