This part got me laughing.....

I love having attention but also don't want to be the centre of attention (laughs), guess this is the crazy part I myself don't understand either.

Hahaha, how ironical. There's no woman that doesn't love attention. Atleast, there'll always need it from one person, that person they admire so much and want reciprocation from.

Welcome to Steemit @idyzoey-mal, wishing you the very best here. Keep posting quality contents and don't let anyone or anything discourage you. You'll do well.