Certain death. What would YOU feel?

The Dream II. 

  

For The Dream I. read this: https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@rozsaszinpinty/pain-or-death-face-your-fears-in-your-dreams

I was in the desert between dunes with someone. Couldn't see him, but I knew I was not alone. 

We were running away of some people from those who gave me injection before. Couldn’t see anyone, but we knew we have to be faster. But then once from the middle of nowhere a man appeared.

When I saw him I already knew what was gonna happen. Pain is not enough! They want me.   

He was standing on the top of the sand- dunes in his black boots. With a gun in his hand pointing at me.

The distance between us was just only a couple of meters. No chance for a mistaken shot. 

Have you ever felt love and fear (love affair ..) in one time? 

My feelings were confused.   

I started to beg him, for my Life. I felt small, scared, and I FACED DEATH. I was there!! 

These couple of seconds felt like no time. Such a short period with all the importance of my Life, my family, my friends, all beloved people. Beautiful happenings, moments from my past. All the smiles of their faces, all the bad moments we've had together, all the good ones.     

That’s what you would see/hear in a movie.   

But in mine, there was nothing. No memories, no people I love. Nothing to miss. Just scared and crying for my poor, pointless Life.     

I felt tired. Stopped begging and crying.     

Please shoot me!  

Please do it!     

Make me free!   

And so he did.