Fallen Angels

I just saw this post on Facebook, posted by one of my astrology friends. It seemed to really fit for me. An Indigo message to the 144k. I've kicked around the idea of 'us' being Fallen Angels before. Now I am so triggered by this that I'm paying closer attention to this definition. (Also, thinking of that one episode of X Files called Fallen Angel - it was about an extraterrestrial entity. Clue? Are we considered aliens by the powers that be)?

Looking up Fallen Angel pics on Google, I found this one.

What do I know about this? Just searching my memory and data banks for triggers and coincidences.

Most of the images on Google Images for this search had black wings. I remember an Inuyasha episode - my family used to watch these as part of a love for anime video. The episode was about angels with cancer, and they all had black wings. Coincidence. I am a cancer survivor... its an important part of my story I want to talk about at some point. But ... coincidence?

I remember years ago, a dream I had ... about falling. It was a simple dream. I don't remember how it started, either. Just that I was falling and falling and falling, through the sky and clouds. It was this one dream that seemed to go on for hours! It also occurred just about the same time that my cancer battle became the most intense. It was one of those hard to forget experiences, just in terms of how strange it was. I was living in Salida, Colorado at the time. Site of a dimensional doorway to Mars and the Intel Op surrounding me there, over the course of my residence of just about six years. Are there any others?

Here's the post I wanted to share:

NAYSAYERS EVERYWHERE

Dear Ones,

More and more you are being forced – and force is the correct word – to assert your newly claimed power to be. For those around you will greatly test your willingness to accept your powers.

Those of 3D will claim you have no power for they cannot accept that you nor anyone is different from what has been true throughout this earth life and many others. And those just beginning to adjust to their new beings will clamor for you to prove your newly discovered skills for they are frightened of both 3D and 5D.

So it is your abilities will be is strengthened daily.

You have created new boundaries that are not logical to those who do not understand what is happening. Even though you know within you that you must hold strong to these boundaries, it is also a little frightening for you to do so. For you are no longer 3D compliant. And you have not yet necessarily created your 5D life. So it is you find yourself questioning the wisdom of your inner messages, but needing to follow them.

Perhaps that makes you feel as if you are a puppet following the dictates of some unseen force within you. Quite the contrary, you are merely adjusting to you. Which is little different from accepting new freedoms as a young 3D adult. As a young 3D adult, you allowed yourself the freedom to eat cake for breakfast. And as a young 5D adult, you are allowing yourself the freedom to be, speak, and act on your inner messages.

Three D freedom sounded glorious to your younger brothers and sisters living at home, but frightening to you as you took your first tentative 3D young adult steps with questions of where and how to live. Most likely, concerned that you might not be replicating 3D adult life correctly, but almost giddy with your freedom to decide – within societal rules. For most of your 3D young adult decisions were based on what you should become despite bits of freedom and young, wild energy bursts here and there.

Now you have no parameters, no societal, or parental guidelines. So every decision you make seems outside the 3D box of shoulds. Your life question is “Who am I?” instead of “Who should I be?” A never before earth guideline completely free of the constraints, of shoulds.

Perhaps you wonder how that is possible given that the first earth inhabitants eons ago must have created life in their unique way. Such was not the case for they developed guidelines of group think or shoulds before entering earth at that time. That is why power over others was necessary early in the human-earth existence.

You are in a similar place but with different developmental guidelines. You are creating a self-power system. So it is you are at the forefront of a New Earth process. Your role is to determine if your self-guidance is strong enough to break the ties of group power holders who have been dominant since the inception of the earth.

Which of course, you are, for that is how you are beginning to live. You are breaking cords of control that were so deeply ingrained in all earth beings that you needed to dig deep within you to discard those cords no longer appropriate for this new age.

The amazing piece, we have relayed over and over, is that you did so in one generation instead of the multiple generations once thought probable by both you and us of the ethers. But by doing so, you experienced more pain than thought possible in one physical body. A bit like the seeming miracles performed by Olympic stars pushing their total being far beyond what most are able or willing to do. So it is you are both the role model and proof that such is possible.

Even though once you start creating your dreams others will follow, now they merely question your wisdom and yes, personal power. For they continue to believe that living in joy while of the earth is not possible. You are being questioned from every side – those fully of 3D, those thinking of entering the new you world, and those closely behind you. “Is this our new life or merely a dream?”

So it is you are being questioned and tested beyond what you thought possible when you claimed your being. When you entered earth in this lifetime, your new you was clamoring to escape, create and perform from day one. Granted, you hid that energy, that need, as much as possible until something within you told you it was time to activate your new you. And so you did, assuming that all humans had the same activation piece within them. More of earth now do have that activation piece than do not. But their timing is far different from yours. You likely had the “now” feeling years ago while many are just starting to activate theirs.

Again, this is a process. You are functioning as the first child to leave the family nest with your younger brothers and sisters watching closely deciding if they want to do the same.

The phase you are now in until the end of the next two month’s eclipses is the determined questioning of those observing your life. Are you really creating joy? If so, they are interested. If you are merely replicating what they are familiar with, they are not. Of course, there are also those of 3D who do not wish for you to succeed. All of which you will experience the next few days.

It is your choice how you interact with both groups – if at all. For you are you. A newly awakened, fully powerful being carefully testing this and that path until you find the right toehold to create your world of joy. Naysayers will have little effect on you now other than to confuse your thinking a bit for you are fully of 5D unwilling to accept less than joy and love – and unwilling to be deterred by those who do not yet have your skills or vision.

So be it. Amen.

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Here's another related comment I just saw on Facebook. "There are tons of starseeds who incarnate in these bodies to take this abuse and be strong enough to survive and tell about it now. Truther movement......its about truth..the bravest of the brave came at this time. "

I thought it a good message, mostly just to hear validation and understanding for the struggle. That pain issue, something I've been contemplating, the purpose of it. But one thing I have come to understand as a healer is, if you can move pain on an emotional level ... looking back over your memories of this life and possibly others, you can save your body from experiencing it as physical pain. I feel that unresolved emotions and denial are the blueprints underlying all illness and we can definitely heal much of our physical bodies by processing and healing the core of our wounds. It is as if we are taking the entirety of our existence and putting all of the pieces and lives back together in one person, in one life. So emotional processing helps the overall pattern, probably in terms of the density of experiences that would ravage the body, to encounter all at once. Think of it as, you are healing your soul energy blueprint, that which manifests your earthly self and your body.

Taken a step further, as with the Angel work that I do ... to intercede and disarm disaster. When I have visions that reduce me to tears, which used to happen with far more frequency than it does now ... just that I've processed so much, and I've changed some of my healing strategy over time as I've learned and progressed but I used to be overwhelmed by visions into an emotional reaction - I think its a matter of catching up with old energy that needs clearing. But I've come to realize that I am literally taking the pain and trauma out of the Earth's manifest experience, or that of Humanity's. This is how I lessen the impact of events on our timeline. Again, maybe disarming and healing an emotional blueprint at the foundation of reality? The idea is that etheric level energies tie heavily into and influence physical manifestation.

I am still so curious about the idea that the 144 Thousand, God's Chosen, are all Fallen Angels.

LR 7/9/2018