Nice to meet you, I'm Dead Inside

in introduce-yourself •  7 years ago  (edited)

Dear reader,

It's been 38 days since I graduated college. Thirty-eight. I received my blah of blah, with a blah in blah and a blah blah blah.

The question is: what have I done with my time?

I have waited. And waited. And waited.

I am currently trapped somewhere I wouldn't wish on my worst enemy, as are the wishes of my family. I stay with them out of unconditional love and respect. All I can do to fill my time and my husk of an empty being is by... gaming? Partying? Road tripping? I'll take it.

I bite my nails as I wait for August to come, at which time I have made arrangements to drive over 1200 miles to the state I was born in so that I can establish a life full of independence and pursue my dreams.

A friend introduced me to Steemit, so I figure I'll give it a try. I'm here to regale you with my adventures that I have had and will have post graduation (as well as my gameplay). I'm open to friendly advice and suggestions.

Sincerely,

Jay

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Welcome to Steemit @anonymyst
Enjoy all this awesome community has to offer.

I am curious, how did you hear about steemit?
Where were you born? Which state will you be road tripping 1,200 miles to?

Take care!

Thank you! A friend introduced me to Steemit earlier today, asking me to make an account. I was born in Oklahoma, where I will be driving the 1200 miles to. You take care, too.

Very cool. Welcome once again. It is always cool to hear about how people heard about steemit, landed here and ended up making an intro ;-)
I've never been to OK. I have no idea what the state is like! Have a safe trip whenever you do make it out of there. ;-)

Thank you so much

An early welcome to Oklahoma. This is really a great part of the country and most of the people here are very friendly and will be willing to help you out with whatever you need. Welcome!

Thank you so much!

share pictures , i would love to see and experience the trip with u

Now you got me thinking I'll put videos and photos up haha!

Its a good way to share your adventure. Also good way to start getting attention with upvotes and followers.

Sorry to hear you feel dead inside? Not sure if it's total sarcasm or not cause I've never met you, but.. Hope things get more optimistic for you and good luck here on steemit!

Thank you so much! I'll feel better after the move.

You're welcome, and that's good to hear. Even though I don't know you, for some reason I feel compelled to try to say something when people are down or depressed or what not. All the best to you.

I'm not really down or depressed though! I'm just... dead on the inside. I don't really feel much of anything hahaha. the best to you, as well.

Fair point.. Kinda hard to be depressed if you don't even feel much of anything.. But perhaps the reason you are choosing not to feel much of anything is because you don't want to face the "depression". Just a guess. When I read something like "I'm dead on the inside".. That seems depressing to me. I think most if not all people truly want to be happy.. Even those who claim they don't..

Thank you for the well wishes anonymyst.

I'm usually a happy person, I just don't like where I am :)

Understood. I hope you feel alive again inside soon! ._. Take care.

Take care!

Have you ever read the Girl with the Dragon Tattoo? You sound like youre just like Libeth Salander.

Unfortunately I have not. I may look into it, now, though.

If you read the books, you'll thank me later. :) Good luck!

Hello and welcome to Steemit!
Have inspiration, fun, creativity and a bunch of rewards :)
I wish you an awesome ride!

Best
@velimir

Thank you very much, I appreciate it!

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$9 not bad tho

@randomwhale
you a great fellow...keep encouraging us...am following you since am new here and need pple like you...tks

Could have tagged me you know ;)

I guess I will next time lol

welcome here, you have a vote from me god bless

God bless!

Welcome. I am very interested in what you graduated with. I am excited to hear more about those adventures, your "gameplay" and experiences. Enjoy your time on steemit @anonymyst and if you ave any questions, dont hesitate to ask.

I got my bachelor of science in psychology with my minor in criminology. Thank you so much, @nicnas, I certainly will ask.

congratulations. Its a long process and fun? at the same time. I have 3 degrees, yet none as good as yours. I know too much about criminology unfortunately. Please dont use me as a test subject :)

Not very fun haha. I completed mine in 3 years so :(
I promise not to use you!

3 years is amazing. For a B.S. nice very big congratz

Thanks! I'm not really as enthused about it. I'm just glad to be done!

you gotta appreciate all the hard work that went into it. The lessons learned. Time & money lost...just kidding. I wish you the best of luck with the job search. What would you like to do with you education as far as career goes...besides making a living on steemit?

Right now, I just want to get a job driving semi trucks. One day I'll get back on the policing track. I've completed a policing internship already and was partway through the application process with a department, but withdrew when I realized I don't want to do that right now. I want to travel and drive. I love driving.

Welcome to Steemit! Enjoy! Follow you.

Thank you!

Congratulations @anonymyst!
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Wow thanks!

have fun! welcome goodluck

Strong Title
keep it cool

Thanks!

Welcome to Steemit!!:))Sorry, I need to say you're very beautiful woman!!:))good luck and positive energy for you!!:))

Hello from Claremore Oklahoma and welcome to steem. If you like to write this is the place to be. May you live long and prosper.

Welcome Jay, sounds like you've come to the right place, if you waiting for August this would be the best place to do it? what sorts of games do you play? ever thought of joining an online community? you can meet some interesting like minded people, I've been a member at my community for about 3 years and we play all the top multiplayer games, let me know if you interested and I'll send you the info, would be nice to get a few steemians in to entice more people to join steem. :) good luck on here, wish you lots of success.

I would love information on the community you're talking about! The only MMO I play regularly is Overwatch. I've recently downloaded the new re-haul of Unreal Tournament though and am very excited to dig in.

Hey, yes, the community is called The Chaos Vanguard I'm usually in the rocket league section but I pay some Rust, Heroes of the Storm, Diablo sometimes LoL and then whatever new featured game comes up, they constantly updateing their teamspeak channels and they have a great management structure. when you join just let me know your TS name and we can have a good discussion about steem over a couple games, I like to play Civ 6 while having deep discussions with people, the turn by turn environment is great for this. haha

@anonymyst on Discord as well

we use discord as our backup communication platform but Teamspeak works out better for the different levels of access needed in the management structure so you'd need to install teamspeak to get started, the rest of the instructions on joining are available on the website for The Chaos Vanguard, they do a short "interview" sort of thing to make sure you aren't a troll. :)

Can't wait to see you spread your wings and fly! Welcome to Steemit, you are going to love it here.

Thank you so much, I'm pumped!

Welcome to Steemit! Have a good time while you're here! Definitely should share the trip! That would be a very nice blog! Thank you for joining and Steem on!

Semoer Fi
TEOTWAWKI Man

I just got back from a trip to Gainesville, Florida and will begin blogging about different parts of it in the upcoming few days.

Awesome. Can't wait to see it!

Howdy @anonymyst!

Hello @anonymyst Looking nice) Upvote!)

I appreciate it!

Welcome, girl. I'm only brand new as well.. and already love it. The community is amazing. Looking forward to your adventures, and to mine as well!

Cheers!

A big warm Steemit welcome goes out to you Jay.

Upvoted and High Pawed! :-D
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Flatrider

Thank you, and are your hands really that furry??

You're welcome! Just when it's a full moon. ;-D

Welcome to Steemit! I hope we can offer some support and/or casual banter while you share your journey with us!

Head towards the light! No not that light! The light inside... that is your home... where you were born... I should stop talking now...

Good Luck!

Back to my roots I go! Thank you for the welcome, support, and conversation. I think my next post will be about my trip to Gainesville, specifically, the first time I ate ramen.

seems legit. you'll do well here! :)

Welcome @anonymyst ... I'm new on here as well for about 2 weeks... i just followed ya, looking forward to your blogs!

Thank you, I'll follow back!

BOOM!! :)

Hi Jay, I'm Jay.

Nice to meet you Jay!

haha great post. I wish you bliss in all of your endeavors.

Welcome to Steem @anonymyst I have sent you a tip

Thank you so much!

Welcome to Steemit @anonymyst :)

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Welcome to steemit, hope you enjoy it here as much as I am! I've followed you :)

Thank you so much, I'll follow back

I understand what it can mean to have to do something for your family. I am graduating just because my two brothers quit university a while ago and I have 3 exams left! Anyway, welcome on Steemit! I can suggest you to travel to another country before you take any decisions... look up working holiday visas for instance.

I can relate! I was the first in my entire family to graduate. You've only got a little more to go, I believe in you! I have looked into living and working outside the country, and I have already traveled to other continents in the past. For right now, I really think I just want to stay in the US--see where my truck takes me.

Here I have my father who graduated twice while working, and one of those degrees was cum laude, so at least I don't have the pressure to excel as I cannot do better than that. Thank you for the encouragement, and I hope you make it as well!

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Welcome to Steemit and i hope you manage to escape from hell, i'm on my way to escaping mine as well (hopefully).

Thanks so much! My fingers are crossed for you

I hope you find some sort of peace here.

I'm thinkin I will, thank you <3

Welcome @ anonymyst to our beloved platform I hope you feel comfortable working with us, thank you very much for elegrinos to comment your work and experiences, I wish you many successes in what you are going to undertake, I leave you some practical guides if you need
https://steemit.com/welcome

Welcome to Steemit! I also pass the time with games my, though for other reasons. Hopefully posting here will help with your situation for the time being. Upvoted and followed

Thanks so much for the support! I think it will help a lot :)

Welcome to Steemit. Now following you.

Thank you, I'll follow back!

Hi. You don't look dead. :-)

I will soon, you're killing me!

Killin' you with laughter I hope. :-D

Hey @anonymyst thrilled to see you here, I am really looking forward toward your adventurous posts Jay. Welcome to Steem :)

Welcome!

Thank you!

Nice to meet you Jay.

I just posted my short intro on here too.

Greetings from Bangkok!

Nice to meet you!

Welcome :) It took me over a year after graduating college twice to get into industry I went to school for. That entire year I worked hard on my portfolio in my spare time but it finally paid off. The single best piece of advice I can give is never give up on your dreams and every day do even just one small thing to make it closer to a reality. Good luck!

Thank you! I'm looking forward to my pursuits! Good luck to you too!

Welcome to MiMOB, I can put you to work as a driver.
Welcome aboard the Steem Train.
Upvoted and Followed.
Thank you and SteemON!

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Thank you, SteemON!

Welcome to Steemit @anonymyst! Life has a plan for all of us...& Sometimes we get impatient for the outcomes...But everything we do has a season, purpose, and a time...Maybe life is just teaching you to be more patient...Or, maybe it is slowly building you up so that when the time comes, you are ready to move forward...Ultimately, this is your lesson to learn...So pay close attention to what life is trying to teach you:)

Thank you for your encouraging words!

You're welcome, and take care of yourself:)

You too!

nice to meet you and welcome to steemit

hmu if you ever need to talk

Hi Jay, welcome to Steemit. Enjoy your stay here, I'm sure that embracing this marvellous community, as you doing, will only serve as a positive addition your life. The best of luck with your journey here :)

Thank you so much!

Ive been there and felt like that before @anonymyst things will get better. Welcome to the wonderful supporting community of steemit. Sending hugs and following you 🤗

Thank you so much!

Hi, I'm new too and welcome!! Have a safe drive XoXo E

Thank you!

Welcome to steemit community.
I’m @jyoungking2 Start by following people and they will do the same.
Good Luck

i wish youa smooth ride in life..life aint easy but people like you who are ready to brace the challenges of life will make it...good choice coming on board steemit...am new here and fired up and need to encourage people like you...upvoted and follwoing...hope you do same...regards

Welcome to steemit! I like to follow people all over the world, of all different ages. I read introduction posts and follow people who seem legit and real! You totally seem interesting! Following you to learn more about the world you live in and how you see it from your local perspective! I hope you will check out my posts too now and then!- @sircork - I've up voted and followed you!

Thank you! It's very flattering that you describe me as interesting. I'll follow back.

I don't want a feed full of boring echos. Ya know what I mean?

I feel! I'll make sure to be extra sassy in my blogs, because you said that.

You just go ahead and sass like you're Vidal Sassoon!

Heck yeah!

Yoooo I went to bed at 8am.

Welcome to Steem and the blockchain. Be sure to take care of yourself, finishing college was a very happy moment for me, but also a very complex transition. Good luck!

Thank you!

Hello @anonymyst, nice to meet you :) Follow your dreams, always :) Welcome on Steemit :)

Thank you, I'm glad to be here :)

What would you say to follow each other? :)

I'd say okay!

Cool :0 Can't wait to read about your adventures!

Welcome to steemit hope you enjoy as much as we do.

Thank you, I already am enjoying it!

Never too late.

I wish you a lovely time you look superb
I am you new follower
Please follow back

Thank you!

Welcome @anonymyst to steemit community. Upvote and follow you best regards

Thank you!

Welcome to steemit :D
Up n followed.

Thank you!

your welcome sis :D

Feeling dead inside... one day felt like this.. or it wasn't a day, maybe it was month, maybe year or a damn decade. But hey, I'm here, like you, and life started to have some colors in it. I'm with you, followed and upvoted

welcome :) I wish you a wonderful time here on steemit ;)

Hey! Welcome on Steemi @anonymyst! Have fun!

Well first off, congrats on finishing school! Also looking forward to your upcoming journey.

Welcome to the platform Jay!

Thank you so much!

It's definitely tough finding a job post-graduation these days, but you can get exposure to a lot of interesting opportunities in blogging, cryptocurrency, marketing, and much more here in Steemit. Hope you take it all in and leverage it for your future!

You have such an incredible opportunity at your fingertips here at Steemit! You may never have to get a regular job ever again. You will help others be successful here also. Let's hear your stories...

I've Upvoted for sure. happy to meet you in this big family.
looking forward to your next post.
You can follow my food blog to know more about me.

Thanks so much!

Welcome

Thanks

you are welcome , don't think negative , you have to know there are many more people in harder situations , so you are a winner , Nice to see you here , I follow you , if you like follow back , and nice picture , you look beautiful. wish a good future for you.

I'm not a negative thinker, I actually score as an optimist on psychological tests. :)

Welcome Jay to the Steemit family.. lets build a larger community and Grow together :) upped and following you now. Looking forward to reading your posts. :) See you arround...

Absolutely, I'm down to build and grow! I'm thinking my next post will be about a trip I just got back from, and specifically my first time trying ramen.

Welcome to Steemit. I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do. :-)

Thank you very much, I'm sure I will!

Congratulations on having a goal for the end of summer @anonymyst. I'm new to Steemit too and look forward to finally having a place to share my writing. Can't wait to see your progress when you finally hit the road. Best of luck!

Best of luck to you, too!

Welcome to Steemit! I hope Steemit can help keep you busy while you wait till August.

Thanks! I'm thinking it will

It's different! Different is good :)

Lol I find you pretty hilaruous! Pretty too! :)

Thank you!

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