the social_introverted introduction

Hello Steemers this is my attempt at an introduction of myself, I hope you enjoy it. Like some people my life never was very adventurous. I had a pretty normal sheltered life.

I got very well habituated to this sheltered life that as a teen when I was just walking down the street and I came a cross a flasher, I had no idea he was flashing his p***s at me. I was wondering if he got stung by a bee or something to get a piece of meat like that. Like where’s his va-jay-jay.I don't quite know yet if there is censorship on this website yet.
While things around me were quite normal, my mind wasn't. It was always booming with curiosity. I had this crisis over my identity. Well I still do have that.

Have you ever wondered if you really are what your parents say you are? Well I sure have pondered upon this thought.

I believe that there is a greater reason to each of our individualities and at the same time to our oneness. We all have the same skeletal core, without a doubt. But our minds and trail of thoughts are not exactly the same as our predecessors. We all have a greater and crazier pysche inside our heads.

Well I was young I wondered what it would be like to cut my self and watch myself bleed. That's a little too crazy, scratch that thought. Well I have reactions to great extremeties inside my head. When I get depressed I begin to question the point of my very existence.
I have this constant fear of never being acknowledged. Every time someone overlooks me I start this infinite head count inside my head, of some of the reasons my existence doesn't matter much.

Ok things are getting a little dark and shady. Well let's "overlook" that, let me touch upon the one thing that keeps my life going. My favorite topic to talk about from my life.

My twin sister a constant support, my life line. While most of you have a great boyfriend or a significant other. I have the love of this being that has been with me from the origin of my very existence to this very day. She shows light on the little joys in life. Well most of us forget that, to appreciate the little things in life.

We wait and wait for miracles or for that big gig. But that doesn't come from waiting around. It just knocks on your door like everyone else you know would do.

None of these stories make me any different from those already brimming in the blog chain. Well that's what I am looking for, I don't want a face or a name to break from my relatability. I want to be whoever you are thinking about, when you read this. I want to be your average Joe or Jane. Just to reach out to anyone relatable.

I hope this would suffice as an introduction, I hope to share experiences of stories from everyday life and also experiences documented from the lives of other people, be it infamous figures or more John/ Jane Does.