Hello Steemit. I decided to tell you about a very personal story in my introduction.
First the basics: I am a 28 year old girl from baltimore. And i was addicated to heroin for 5 years. I want to tell you the story of my addiction in pictures that my friend and photographer Sara has taken during that time. She contacted me when I was 20 years old if she can follow my addiction. I'am clean now for 2,5 years. This is my story:
I was 17 or 18 years old when I first tried heroin. My room mate was the one who introduced me to it.
I started to strip in the local bars in order to afford my addiction.
I usually got high before the show. I just couldn't go up on stage if i wasn't...
At this moment I didnt manage to hit my vein. Those most have been one of the most gruesome moments in my life.
I lost my job eventually. This was taken moments after i took a shot in a hotel room.
I got inprisoned at age 22. Robbery. I got 18 month, my friend Twon who was with me 12 years. Part of the sentence was a detoxification program.
I managed to stay clean for over a year.
I got on it again only a few weeks after that picture was taken. One full year without heroin was such a big thing to me. From there I tried several times to get clean again. The following is me waiting for my meeting.
When I met one of the guards from prison. He really liked me back then. The picture was taken when i just finished my stay at the drug court in maryland that helps people to resocialise after successfuly fighting an addiction.
I met my boyfriend Kyle during the program. We are still together today and are planning our future now.
And this... this is me today.
I'am happy to share my story with people. Maybe it helps someone to see that I'am a normal girl even though I went through this bad period in my life. I hope that everyone here who suffers from an addiction will find strength to overcome it.
Feel free to ask me questions in the comments, if they are not too personal I will try to answer them.
Story originally posted in January 2016 on this website http://www.refinery29.com/2016/01/100045/sara-naomi-lewkowicz-photo-series-woman-heroin-addict
I would like some sort of verification that the person posting this story here is the same Alex in the story from the article above since there are no new images and no new information that isn't already provided in the original story. We're talking about $5,000 in rewards here and I think the person posting this should be verified before this money is paid out.
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Prove it before the payout. It's simple to do. Update your post above with an image of yourself holding up a sign with Steemit and today's date. Thanks!
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I would add that a picture with Kyle would be even better (obviously with a Steemit sign and the date). Since you guys are still together, it shouldn't be too hard... Hit me up if you do post it. I'll be waiting on it to either upvote/downvote.
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Just take a selfie holding up a piece of paper that says Steemit and today's date. That's what countless other users have done, and nobody has taken offense at the question.
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pls do!
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If some form of verification is supplied (which I doubt will happen) I will remove my downvote and my post calling this out as a scam.
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Alex's story of overcoming addiction is absolutely amazing, but I agree with @adm - something is a tiny bit fishy. Not doubting, but I'd like some verification too.
The thing that throws me off? Alex says she's from Baltimore, which leads me to believe that she grew up there. Yet this post uses a couple of European writing conventions that Americans typically wouldn't:
I'm willing to give the benefit of the doubt, but at the same time it's unfair to profit off of someone else's story.
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Don't stress about some comments! You are much stronger than most people here could even imagine is possible.
I've tried quite a few drugs and hallucinogens in my time but after I read a comment by someone who was addicted to heroin I knew I shouldn't touch it ever. Its unfortunate to people who dom't know all the info and warnings about it and the difference to other substances.
The comment was: "getting off heroin is like giving a person who has been blind since birth the eyesight for a day, then taking it away the next day." It seemed to me like a really powerful message and since then I haven't had a second thought about not trying heroin.
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These comments aren't insulting her. They're trying to make sure someone isn't exploiting Alex's addiction story. Wouldn't you be upset if someone stole your story and made money on it with no effort?
Verification is easy, and I will gladly upvote and admit I was wrong if I see a selfie!
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I agree with verification. Thought she would really prove it was her. :/ I usually ask people in most inteoduceyourself threads foe verification when they don't show it, don't know how I didn't question it this time. Maybe it was just too sick to fake in my taste.
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@getssidetracked, I see what you mean now. It would be pretty sick to fake.
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yeah i have down voted until this story is verified also
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@alexica, I have to agree with @adm and @tuck-fheman about the need for verification of the identity. I want to give you the benefit of the doubt, but it's important to make sure someone isn't abusing Steemit to make $2500+ off Alex's story.
If you verify, I'll remove the downvote and upvote you. Thanks.
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@anonymous, @ned , @riverhead, @xeldal, @roadscape please consider removing your upvotes until this post is verified. Thank you!
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I APPLAUD YOU.
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Wow !
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Congratulations to staying sober! Stay strong and remember how the bad times made you feel so you don't relapse!
Would you be interested in doing an AMA (ask me anything) for people who have questions about your past addiction?
Edit: that moment when you get un-voted even though your heart was in the right place. :(
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Maybe make another post about it sometime where you offer to answer (almost) any questions. Of course since this is a decentralized forum anything can come up so you don't have to answer everything. Ignore trolls. :)
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It takes tremendous strength and support to beat an addiction. That's great you have a partner there for you who understands. Thanks for sharing...
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this is scam!!
http://www.refinery29.com/2016/01/100045/sara-naomi-lewkowicz-photo-series-woman-heroin-addict#slide
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Thank you alexica - contributions like these are very valuable - votes and money aside, imagine the worth if one young woman or man reads this, and 'sees' that it is possible to rise above! Very nice ..
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That's a touching story. It's always great to hear stories of people who have overcome something difficult.
I was wondering whether you could tell us what, according to you, the biggest misconception is of people about heroin.
And do you maintain close contact with the friends of your past?
And what was the greatest influence on you to overcome your addiction?
I'm sorry if I ask too many questions... just curious. AND Welcome to the Steemit community! :)
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How did you get all these high quality photos of your life through the process? Were you taking them to write a story/movie during it all, or were these recreated?
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It doesn't matter how many times you fell...what does matter is whether you will have a strength to stand up and go....so
Go Girl!!
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Inspiring story. Best wishes on your future!
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Definitely seems like something that would be really hard to share but know that we all have been through rough times we aren't proud of and there's always an opportunity to do anything with the rest of our lives :D
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We can use #moderation for posts like these that might require moderation.
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Congratulations and Namast~!
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Wow, that's an incredibly difficult journey you have been on and thank you for sharing. I hope that someone sees this as you say and takes inspiration from it. You go girl, good luck in the future, its always brighter than you believe.
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Wow, it is so brave that you share this story with all of us. Good luck, i hope you stay clean and this story helps other to understand people having problems with drugs.
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Thank you for sharing! Hope things continue to go well for you
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Congrats on keeping clean, good job :)
Addiction is ALL in the mind - after the physical traces leave the body (a few days for Nicotine and Heroin). After that it's all in the mind. I beat Nicotine addiction after 31 years smoking by reading a book! I kid you not. The same priciples can be used to kick anything. Google 'Allen Carr' for more...
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Just prove to people it's you, and show yourself with your steemit name and the date.. Don't put yourself down if this isn't lies. xx
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Amazing inspirational story. I too struggled with addiction. It's a sad hard situation. Finally finished my introduction! https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@madhatting/this-is-prof-noam-chomsky
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Well done! continues to remain so forever clean.
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Thanks for your story. I am glad you are staying clean. I am a recovering crack addict myself. oct 17 2014 is when I quit. Stay strong and keep moving forward.
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Sometimes we have to go through bad times to get to the good times. Glad you made it out stronger!
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We are all better than our worst deeds. Keep your chin up.
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What a touching story... I wish you and your boyfriend all the best for the future. May you have a great time in front of you!
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love the honesty in this post. good luck for your future.
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Brave story. Stay strong, and keep STEEMIN. :)
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https://steemit.com/power/@bendjmiller222/seeing-more-details-about-the-money-you-make-on-steem
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Well done for having the balls and intuition to post this story, good luck to you in the future.
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Thanks for sharing this real, raw, and vulnerable post @alexica. Have you ever heard of Ibogaine before? I'm going to be receiving a treatment with it in a few weeks not for heroin but PTSD, Depression, etc. It can curb Heroin cravings in a single dose usually within the first half hour it's in your body actually. It will then show you the unconscious mechanisms that created the addiction in the first place. Best of luck to you and glad to have you here!
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Congrats on turning everything around. That's an amazing accomplishment. If you can overcome an addiction like that you can do anything
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железяка
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wow!!! amazing life history... you´re a beautifull real example of life... is to difficult can do it? I hope to be invited to your wedding :D #Steemitcolombia becareful and God Bless U
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you are truly a class act! It takes a very strong women to break that addiction. your story can help many others whose going through want you went through. you are a strong and beautiful women inside and out.
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Its great that you can own it now... You are definitely stronger than some people I know..... You're here now and you're conscious and that's what counts ... keep it up ... Your not alone... wink wink......
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This is really an incredible story I cried the first time I read it;an embodiment of the human condition and everything that is good in this world.Its also incredible that your first post is so successful and shows how powerful this platform as you will be rewarded for sharing your inspiring story,I look forward from further inspiration from you in the future :*)
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I lived with an addict for awhile, someone very close to me. They are clean now thankfully and glad you are as well.. One of the most destructive things to a life and family.
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If you really are the addict, it was probably in your best interest that you did not receive the money. I think most at NA would agree that it's not healthy and more-so tempting to have that kind of access to money. Not that your needs can't be met, but they can be met in a way that helps you progress and live free of such problems.
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Thank you for sharing your story, That took courage. Much success on your Steemit Journey! We’re pulling for you!
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Thank you @alexica for sharing your story. I am happy that you are through it now with a supportive man planning your future. Rock on
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this is fake , have you ever seen somone addicte to heroin getting profesional photos of themselfs shooting drugs
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Even if u dont get a decent Reward you take the courage to post this and iam sure it will be useful.
next time you could prove that you were on a detox Program.
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Glad you walked out from the addiction! Congrats!
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Congratulations @alexica! You received a personal award!
You can view your badges on your Steem Board and compare to others on the Steem Ranking
Vote for @Steemitboard as a witness to get one more award and increased upvotes!
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I appreciate this. I have similar experiences. And am now too, a "normal girl"....comparatively.
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Congratulations on your recovery and good luck to you in the future. The pics really drive the message home.
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this is fake : and you are a shiller ! http://www.refinery29.com/2016/01/100045/sara-naomi-lewkowicz-photo-series-woman-heroin-addict
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I think that is really smart that you have those pictures to remind yourself of how things were. It takes a lot of strength to do what you did, very few can do it.
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SCREW YOU ALL!!!!! https://steemit.com/investments/@resten/so-i-finally-realized-i-m-a-total-useless-idiot-on-steem-i-m-leaving
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Stop spamming all the trending post with the same garbage. People like you ruin everything good.
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Thank you for sharing. Blessings to you.
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How much do you actually get for that comment in the end? Like 1%?
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Don't know. I'll find out. But I was one of the first to comment here, and my comment was out of genuine empathy not out of money making hopes.
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fake!identify yourself http://www.refinery29.com/2016/01/100045/sara-naomi-lewkowicz-photo-series-woman-heroin-addict
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