So here's the deal: like an amateur I typed an entire post, tried to copy it from this window to a notepad, screwed something up royally, and lost the entire post.
Tonight you don't get flowery words.
Tonight you get a list.
-I just moved back in with my parents after being "independent" for just shy of ten years.
-I have a degree in Creative Writing.
-I married the first boy I ever fell in love with
-I had kids
-I had jobs that didn't use my degree (shocking).
-I struggle(d) with depression.
-I struggled with other people's demons.
-I made mistakes
-I hurt people
-I finally made a point to put myself first, even if only briefly
-I turned my entire world upside down before setting it on fire and then running over it in a vehicle with snow chains on its tires.
-I started writing again.
-I am still married, though just legally.
-I am trying to love myself
-I struggle with mild body dysmorphia.
-I have no filter
-I love snapchat filters.
(It is presently thundering outside in a way that I haven't heard in ages. The album I put on to write to just ended. I can't believe how long these thunder rolls are.)
-I use too many words
-I have some tattoos
There's more, of course, there always is. But that will be revealed in bits and pieces. Tangential Rants. Journal entries. Short stories. Poems and Pictures.
Tonight is about getting into the habit.
Building momentum.
Doing the thing so that I will continue to do the thing.
I am here because The Striped Boy told me join. To write for myself. To give it a try.
My name is An.
Sometimes I write.
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Welcome to Steemit!
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Greetings An, welcome to Steemit :-)
The site saves your drafts, so there isn't strictly a need to use notepad, just FYI.
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I think I wasn't logged in while i was typing, so nothing was being saved. I had noticed the day before that drafts were being saved, but that isn't how things went down.
Thank you for the tip! :)
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Welcome to Steemit! :))
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