ALL ABOUT MY LIFE........................LOOKING BEYOND WITH HOPES FOR A GOOD FACE OF LIFE..........

MYSELF CHITRA, AGE 33 BORN IN NASHIK - INDIA VERY CREATIVE AND HARDWORKING BY EVERY MEANS, BUT FROM WHEN I AM BORN STILL TODAY FACING SOME PROBLEMS AT THE AGE OF 3 DUE TO FINANCIAL PROBLEMS AND FAMILY FORCE PARENTS TOOK MY ADMISSION IN VERY AVERAGE SCHOOL, WHERE THEY BOTH WHERE WORKING SO I CAN GET FREE EDUCATION.AT THE AGE OF 10-15 FACED CHILD ALL KIND OF HARASSMENT FROM KNOWN OWN FAMILY WHICH I CAN REALISE AT THE AGE OF 33. AGE 15 I TOOK MY HIGHER SCHOOL EDUCATION THAT ALSO FREE OF COST AS PARENTS WERE WORKING INTO SAME FIELD .................AGE 15 FELL INTO LOVE WITH A PERSON WHO KEPT THE RELATION JUST FOR ALL HIS NEEDS FOR AROUND 6 YEARS WAS WITH A ONE SIDED STRONG RELATION PARENTS OPPOSED BUT I TRIED MY LEVEL BEST AT THE AGE OF 21 PARENTS STARTED LOOKING FOR MY MARRIAGE THEY TRIED TO BREAK MY RELATION WITH HIM SO THEY ALSO TRIED TO INVOLVE MY FRIENDS INTO THIS AT THE AGE OF 21 I HAD COME TO KNOW THAT HE WAS JUST PASSING HIS TIME WITH ME ON THE OTHER HAND MY PARENTS TOOK MY FRIEND HELP TO SEPARATE US, I WAS FRUSTRATED AND FELT NO ONE LOVES ME AND THAT TIME MY FRIEND (NOW HUSBAND) CAME INTO MY LIFE MY PARENTS ALSO ALLOWED ME TO BE WITH HIM AS THEY KNEW THAT SHE WILL FORGET HER RELATION . MY NEW RELATION GAVE ME EVERY THING TIME, HAPPINESS AND OUR FRIENDSHIP TURNED INTO TRUE LOVE WHICH WAS ALSO MY SENSIBLE RELATION. MY IN-LAWS SUPPORTED US BUT MY FATHER DID NOT HE WAS VERY ANNOYED WE WERE INTO A STRONG RELATION FOR 2 YEARS AND THEN TOOK DECISION TO GET MARRIED WE GOT MARRIED ON 1ST NOVEMBER 2004 IN PRESENCE OF MY IN LAWS BUT MY PARENTS WERE NOT AWARE OF THAT. MY IN LAWS INFORMED MY FAMILY ABOUT OUR MARRIAGE AND THEN MY FATHER TOOK A DESISION TO SEND ME WITH MY HUSBAND WITHOUT ANY ARGUMENTS, THAT WAS THE LAST DAY I SAW MY FATHER AS AFTER 11 DAYS HE DIED DUE TO HEART ATTACK................................................HE USE TO TALK TO ME ON PHONE EVERYDAY ALSO CALLED US FOR DINNER ON 6TH NOVEMBER 2004 BUT WE COULD NOT MEET DUE TO HIS MEETINGS. HE HAD PROMISED ME HE WILL MEET ME ONCE I AM BACK FROM MY KUL-DEVI DARSHAN ITS A HOLY PLACE WHICH WE HAVE TO VISIT AFTER MARRIAGE BEFORE GETTING INTO ANY PHYSICAL RELATION. WHEN WE WENT TO KARNATAKA ON 10TH NOVEMBER 2004 I WAS NOT KEEPING WELL I WAS CRYING FOR NO REASON MORNING I GOT UP AT 5 AND STARTED CRYING MY HUSBAND THEN TOOK ME OUT TO PHONE MY DAD AS I WAS TELLING HIM HE IS NOT WELL I KNOW HOW I DONT KNOW TILL DATE, MAY BE OUR SOULS WERE CRYING TO MEET EACH OTHER......................................BUT I COULD NOT EVEN HEAR HIM AFTER THAT ON 11TH NOVEMBER 7.30AM HE WAS ADMITTED TO HOSPITAL AND AT 8 HE DIED DUE TO SAVIOUR ATTACK , I COULD NOT SEE HIM BEFORE I COME BACK EVERY THING WAS OVER. BUT ON THAT DAY I GOT A NEW NAME BY MY RELATIVES MURDERER WHICH I AM NOT BECAUSE I USE TO TALK TO HIM DAILY HE WAS UPSET BUT HE USE TO LOVE ME A LOT AND ALSO HAPPY. GOT JUST WANTED TO TAKE HIM AND GOD KNOWS HE CAN NOT LEAVE HIS DAUGHTER ALONE AND GO SO GOD SEPARATED US TO MAKE HIM READY...................................AFTER THIS NEW MARRIAGE COUPLE TURNED INTO SAD MARRIAGE BEGINNING OUR LIFE WAS JUST WE USE TO BREATH WITH A BAG OF BLAMES BUT MY MOTHER WAS KNOWING IT WAS NOT ME RESPONSIBLE FOR ALL THAT. TIME FLIES MY IN-LAWS WHICH WERE SUPPORTING US FOR OUR MARRIAGE SUDDENLY CHANGED KICKED US OUT OF HOUSE MY HUSBAND IS UNDER GRADUATE I WORKED FOR OUR BASIC NEEDS RIGHT FROM THE SCRATCH 2500 WAS MY MONTHLY INCOME NO NEED TO EXPLAIN THE CONDITION, I STRUGGLED AND STRUGGLED TILL DATE I AM SERVING OUR NATION BY EDUCATING STUDENTS............................WITH A HOPE FOR A NEW GOOD PAGE IN MY LIFE. IN THE YEAR 2006 WE WERE BLESSED WITH A GIRL CHILD WHO IS ALSO NOW PART OF MY RESPONSIBILITIES STILL TODAY MY HUSBAND IS JOBLESS AND I AM STRUGGLING..................................BUT NOW I AM TIRED AND DON'T WANT TO LIVE IF THE CONDITION ARE THE SAME BECAUSE I THINK JUST I AM DOING FOR OTHERS NO ONE IS DOING ANYTHING FOR ME..........................EDUCATION FREE..........MARRIAGE FREE...............WIFE FREE.................MOTHER FREE.............................................................SUPPORT FOR A NEW AND GOOD PAGE IN MY LIFE IF YOU CAN FLIP IT