Young adolescent, kid girl who have a lot to say. Introducing myself!

Hello to everyone! 

I am 23 years ambitious old kid from Croatia. I say kid because somehow I know no matter how old can I be a child in me will never disappear. Why do I say ambitiously also? Well, I am one lucky kid which doesn't have limits in life for new knowledge. I literally want to know everything about anything. Sometimes this is good, but in some cases this is a big struggle for me. 

Maybe this sound like a cliché, but I had a pretty hard life for one 23 years old kid. I suffered more than anyone who I know in person, especially young people like me. I was sexually abused, verbally and the physical also. Most of my childhood, teenage and adolescent years I spent in hospital. I never felt like normal girl in my town, in my country, planet. Most of my kid off my generation went normally to school, drinking on weekends, have so much fun... and pretty funny (but also tragic) they were acting ill just to skip the school and I was that one weirdo who had right to stay at home but I was acting totally healthy just to be in the class with other people of my age. I was so anxious, depressive, antisocial, but I just wanted to feel normal, just to sit there, don't talk and don't listen to anyone... Just belong somewhere. 

Also, my family isn't some functional, typical family. They aren't some religious and true conservative people, but they were too (TOO) much homophobic and guess what, I am a lesbian. There was so much problems with my sexuality more then with my health and abusing from different sides. At least, now they accept my sexuality but I don't know will they ever accept anything else in my life and my views on life. 

I play guitar, trying to play piano, I am so hard trying to draw something nice (for now, I call it abstract art, ironical). I volunteer with persons with disabilities, kids with special needs.
I have a dream to have a real job to help this type of children end elders through practical work, but also through scientific view. I want to be some crazy scientist. Like Einstein, just with a better hairstyle, and with little less insanity if it's possible. :D 

Why do I want to write on Steemit? I just have so much to say, so much to discuss with other and hear other opinions and I found this like I big opportunity to tell people what I think I need. Like I said, I have so, so, so... much interests and my blog will be miscellaneous but also everything in it will at the end have perfect sense. I think, at least. 

I suffer a lot but I have so much positive thoughts, plans, ideas for better life for a lot of people and world community. I know I'm maybe not the right person for something like that but if I don't try - I'll never know. 

I was thinking to stay anonymous, but I have just one life and I'll go with the flow.

Please, give me some critics how to improve my writing, tell me what you think about kind of story I want to write. Any constructive comment is big favour for me. Thank you. :)

So, for the last... One of my favorite pictures from my favorite place in my town in my lucky plaid shirt.
And my FB account to try to prove that I am real so If you have issues with that, contact me there. :)

https://www.facebook.com/DamiraVlahovic

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