this is me. without more or less

Greetings. My name is Ana, I am 23 years old, I live in the Bolivar State in Venezuela. I studied at the Universidad de Oriente (UDO) nursing, this is more than my profession is my vocation, from a very young age I liked to help people, I was 5 years as a volunteer in the Youth Brigade of the Red Cross Sectional Bolivar, in it I learned many things. During my training I understood that helping is what really fills me as a human being, providing a better quality of life to those who need it fills me with satisfaction every day, not only helping in terms of health, but also from the biopsychosocial point of view.

I love nature and therefore the animals, I could say that I am like a humanitarian, affectionate, attentive and extroverted person

I currently have a loving relationship with a beautiful woman who has driven me to be better every day, to grow, this cost me friendships and rejection by my family at first by not accepting my sexual orientation, especially on my part. Mom who never agreed with my decision, but in love is not sent as they say, 2 years of constant discussions that perhaps at the time I could not understand, unfortunately these were the last I shared with her, since she died because of cancer, fortunately we recognized our failures before the worst happened.

It is difficult to finish growing without breast, in fact it is not easy so we are very adults, even my father is alive thanks to God and little by little I have understood my relationship with my beloved.

When I started to meet her I admit that I was very immature, since I lacked as many things as any teenager, I used to run away from my house just to see my current partner, well our relationship was difficult, we were 1080km away, that meant traveling 12 hours just to see her, and yes, it was worth the risk I took to be near her, I studied and worked, and on my days off I took advantage of taking the road.

We were like this for 7 months, until we decided to leave the distance and join, the first few months were so difficult to be away from my family, and they were upset by the step I had taken, that cost me 2 hours a day of fights with my mother, her I had to return to my home and be like any 21-year-old girl, and I was reluctant to take the path she wanted, everything would have been different if Mom had accepted or taken the time to listen to my reasons, but everything happens for something.

I spent hours crying for that situation and my girlfriend was always there to listen to me and advise me, little by little things got better, then she got sick and there at that dark point was that we got to listen and she accepted me.

On certain occasions I tend to be very intuitive, the day that Mom died I was resting after 3 days without rest because my relatives did not have time to take care of her, at that moment they came to tell me that Mom was sick, she was asleep and dreaming of her that the doctors were giving CPR, when my aunts arrived and I woke up I already knew that mama was dying, for 15 days I did not accept that tragedy, until I finally accepted it and even tried to get used to being without her presence.

On the other hand my relationship has been growing every day, with my dad and everything changed and that's a good thing, we decided to start a family and as it is a bit difficult to be two women, we face criticism, rejection but that is not a reason to leave our dreams and goals aside.

As Artificial Insemination is expensive, we opted for home insemination, after months of trying so much, we got a positive, however things did not work well and the baby died, we kept trying and got another positive, which goes thank God very Well, many question that only my girlfriend will be the mother, if of course that biologically, but she will take it in her womb and I in my heart.