The weight of a ladybird

Hello 👋
I'm pleased to start writing for you! This is just a short introduction of who I am and what I am planning to share with all of you.

So, my name and nationality I will keep to myself - I'm sure you will understand why if you keep reading. Though I can tell that I'm from a Scandinavian country.

I'm 23 years old, but have already lived, suffered and archived more than most people do.

As a 19 year old girl I wrote a song that became number one in most European country and was top 10 in most of the world. Since I am not the performer, no one knows my name or that this song was written by a young unknown girl. I will love to share this story of mine in another post. It all comes down to surprises, pixiegames and unfortunately greediness.
I have a special love for music, but would never make a career out of it, as I believe the magic faints if it becomes a need instead of a desire.

I am a student and building up a career in the humanitarian aid field. I might tell you a bit more about some other day.

What I really want to share with you is my family story. It is not pretty, loving or anything a family story should be.
I am raised by parents who takes the 'Jantelaw' very serious and let this philosophy permeate my life until a few months ago.
The next coming days I will make sure you are up to date with this part of my life. I'm not looking for pity nor sympathy, I simply hope that my suffering will share light on hidden pain and maybe give someone the courage to deal with unhealthy families.
The outline for this part of my life contains abuse, deaths, lies, trust, nightmares, love, longing, true friends and patterns.
As this is still an eventful part of my life at the moment I will try to catch you up the next coming days, and then write the events as they occures.