Hello Dan. Welcome, I'm @geechidan. LOL Coincidence huh? Sounds like you've been through hell man. I know what that's like. This would be a great platform to share your story but at the same time I woulldn't advise to let it all bleed here. Find some happiness and let it evoke here as well. Talk about what you love...Show it on here. I wish you all the best. Stay strong my friend, this "earth" is not the end. Secondly...well...hmm...not going to say that. I will say this though. You have one life as you said, and love is to be reciprocated. What's the point of being with someone if they're a complete asshole. I'd rather be miserable alone and left to find my happiness. Anyway I'm a hip hop head and a conscious conversationalist. Whenever you're down for it, come on over to my page and check out the music and the conversation. I get a little raw and consciously urban but it is all to make people question and progress.