I am a computer engineer and I will share here what has changed in me after my parents died

I haven't been that smart since I was a kid, but I used to be in the top ten in the class.
After I got 58% marks in 10th class, I went to my uncle in Baramati for 11th class. After failing there, I came to the village and took admission in science.
My father had a paralysis attack when I was in 11th standard. He was in the hospital for six to seven months, then left with all his belongings in place In one place. Then I would wash the clothes that were damaged by the toilet because my mother always had to stay with them.
That's how my father died when I was in twelth grade. And a mountain of sorrow fell on our familyComing out of it, my mother and I farmed and educated my brother and me. My uncles and friends helped me a lot while doing that, I used to look after the house but my friends used to help me. There is no one in the world, not only those we help will help us, but my mother taught me to always help those in need. My mother died of an attack while I was in my last year of engineering.
Then life became very difficult. I fell in love with a friend and married her.And while doing all this, I can't get a good job because of the huge gap in education, but I am still trying to do it And I will definitely show it one day.