Welcome buddy. I hope you find this the outlet you need. You have made amazing progress and have yourself on the right path. So many people, especially young ones could benefit greatly from knowing you story. It is not mine to tell, so I will not, but I encourage you to think about it. Regardless, welcome to steemit. I'm pretty new here myself. Make you you vote for my witness server, or I may have to raise you rent to keep it running :)