Fast money ? Prostitution Gambling Hazard ? Don't make fault like me.

Have you ever wanted a fast money ?

Sure every human in the world want lot of money in short time. My mom always telling me son : Saving money is the most important thing in life because if you will lose job and something will happen you will have something to safe self. There is no way for fast money. If it will come fast to you it will leave you fast too.

Fast money ? That's reason why good girls go into prostitution , good guys go into narcotics. In my opinion the worst is Hazard, it is the real destroyer lifes. Maybe you don't want read that long story about mu fall but thanks in advance for reading.

I will tell you how hazard destroyed me personally and with cash. I am 22 years old guy from Poland, I am studying in the university of technology. I am receiving a scholarship. I am living only with my mom because my father died on cancer 3 months ago.
My family were poor , only one parent was working, I wasn't never hungry. I never took from my parents any money, I collected scrap metal and it was my source of money for a few years when I was teenager.

In the next time arround 16 years old I was interested in earning money in the internet.
I was earning in the shorting urls , I was creating fanpages like Game of thrones +18.
I earned over 3000$ on the pay per action model.

My mom was proud from her son because I was able to earn for self affairs. Sometimes I helped in my house with money , I bought car , It was my obligation to take care. I refueled for my own money !

After some time I ended High school and I wanted to go to university of technology. I met there a few guys who was talking about earning money in betting sports. I was interested because they had money from this.

I thought you could invest your money and be rich in short time !! I was stupid like shit , It was good feeling because I won a few thousands $ in a 3 months. And later come to me CRASH I lost all what I won and all what I invested , I wanted to win again and I invest my another money from bank account . You know what happened later ? Sure I LOST all. I lost many money when my father was sick and after his death , I was depressed and gambling was my place where I escaped from all the world.

My mom forgiven my but You know It still hurts because I was creative . Now I am shit . I was earning money , now I don't know what to do with self. I can't show my feeling to my family and girlfriend because Hazard is still in my mind. I don't know how to fight with this. Maybe is here someone like me who made that terrible fault ? How you fight with this ?

Thanks Rest In Peace and DON'T GAMBLE in any type of HAZARD