THE BETRAYAL
EPISODE 5)
I was unable to concentrate on the remaining
part of the movie i was watching after i broke
his
kiss, cos all my thoughts were now on him, and
even though i was the one who broke his kiss, i
still wanted him to kiss me so badly, but then i
had to control myself, cos i’m nothing but a
humble girl who has her pride and dignity to
protect, and so i stood up minutes later, while
he
stared at me with his innocent face which
always
make me lose focus……..
“Let me go and sleep, i’m so tired” i said to
him
with a smile, while he equally stood up as well
and held my hand.
“Will you come once you are through with your
sleep?”
he asked with a pleading face, while i looked
down.
“I will try” i replied, but instead of letting me go,
he drew closer to me, raised up my face with
his
palms and kissed me again, while my soul
melted
and i didn’t know when i kissed him back
briefly
before pushing him away.
I immediately fled his room without looking
back….
As i lay on my bed that evening, i battled with
my
thoughts and emotions, as i prayed for him to
be
real, cos i really do not want to repeat the
mistake
i made with my Ex, who had equally looked so
honest when i first met him, and so in love, i
was
with him then, that i freely gave him my
virginity…….
Tears fell off my eyes as i remembered how he
took my most precious asset, and i swallowed
hard as i bit my lips. I knew i could never get
over that trauma, cos i
knew the pain i passed through that fateful
night.
I thought he really loved me, just because he
looked decent and said those words i wished to
hear, I guess that’s one problem every girl
faces,
cos we never really can tell or know the guy
who
really loves us. Moreover, they all appear good
and decent at first
sight, that you won’t really see the wolf in him,
and woe betides you if you also do have
feelings
for him which will then blind you from his faults
and before you know what had hit you, it’s
already too late………
My thoughts really drew much tears from my
eyes
that evening, and before i knew what was
happening, i was already crying deeply, as my
mind played back on how i lost my virginity to
Mike……..
It’s really something that touched my soul,
spirit
and body, but i didn’t know it was just a game
to
him. Only God will judge us all and here is the
story of
how i lost my treasure…….
Story continues in Episode 6