Very honest and open post, you appear to have a great awareness of who you are and willing to admit your faults and areas you want to improve. Most people aren't able to analyse like this, I think it's a great skill.
Welcome to Steemeit and good luck. I'm new here too and have many of the same questions about the site - let's see how it turns out (but have fun doing so!).
Cheers.
Definitely, it's going to be interesting how our content and the platform in general turns out.
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