a small dog in a big world

in introduction •  7 years ago 

I live with daily anxiety. anxiety about everything and anything. it is exhausting. I am always looking for ways to have a non anxious life.... some days are better, others are awful and I want to hide all day.
on days where is is really bad... I look at my little dog. my little chi mutt. she is tiny.... ok.. small... all 11 lbs of her. in her mind, she is the biggest, toughest dog in the world. she has no fear.... she will take on the biggest dog and lunge for the jugular in the process.... needless to say... she is not around other dogs. she is reactive, she was abused by her first family. I rescued her knowing she had some issues...food agression, reactive, not socialized with other dogs early enough... so she is special... needless to say she would be deemed agressive at a shelter and be put down. her might is like my anxiety. it is strong, overpowers all other senses and only gives me to options... fight or run.... while my dog will choose fight...I will choose run... unless you creep up on me... then my first response is attack first and ask questions later.

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One of my pitties has dog aggression, we are working with her on it. Her aggression is targeted towards our young dog. She is very jealous. She has started to get better, but I am hoping to see more improvement since I am expecting my first child in a few months. It is work but dogs are so worth it. I don't know what I would do without my fur-babies.

that's a tough one... my suggestion on that... introduce baby slowly and supervised.... don't ever leave baby alone in room with dog...how has dog responsded to your growing belly..??? most Pitts are super awesome with kids.... I would trust a baby with a pit more than I would with my little chi.... lol

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I can't wait to see more of your stuff. I hope your Anxiety gets better! Or at least is easier to cope with! Thats no fun!