Introducing myself!

Hi everybody I was born a few months before the fruition of South-Korea's first democracy. I never knew my biological parents as they gave me to a certain lady who took care of me and by age of 4 months I arrived at former Brussels Airport, Zaventem. These Flemish parents are the only parents I know. I've come a long way trying to accept the fact that I am different. I am Asian. I do have Korean roots.. things that I had to discover, while finding myself which took me sort of like a lifetime because I am now 30 going on 31 and I was only able this year during the summer time to relief myself from this burden that whitheld me from living called addiction. I do still use cannabis up to this day but it's the only thing that actually keeps me in check during the day where I can be productive and educate myself. It's been 13 years that I went through like a flash because a lot of moments keep flashing through my head, they fill my mind, it still makes me cry and I can honestly say that I've cried this year pretty much every day, all this, coming into contact with my true and real emotions. Things that my drug-use has always hidden from me because I never took the time to evolve as a man. I actually often feel like a child with a man's age because I underestimated the recovery big time, the recovery is actually way harder. I realize all I have done, all the pain & hurt I inflicted to myself and foremost, my family and loved ones without me actually realizing it back at the time, I think that's why I still cry, a lot and do'nt get me wrong, I love fighting and doing stuff like MMA but spirituality and listening to people like Joe Rogan, Firas Zahabi, Marc Lewis Phd and many others have learned me a lot, to built myself a conciense, which I didn't have. I hated everything including myself, now I am trying to pick up the pieces with the help of God who strenghtens me and my mother who saved my life for never giving up in me because all I want to do is make them proud in this next chapter of my life. Thank you for listening, I'm just going through it but I got hours to fill about my life like everyone else has their story to. All I pray for is that we all as humans can agree the only way we will sustain on this planet as people is to be good for each other, think of each other but also think about yourself I believe we all, have to find more balance sending you all my dearest wishes where I hope each and every one of you can be a better version of yourself like the peers we look up to are telling us all the time! my Korean name is, Jee Soo Yoon and I was born on April 9, 1987 Seongnam, Seoul.