Hello, stay safe, stay healthy :)

in introduction •  8 years ago  (edited)

My name is Haf Rayman, I'm ... a 16 year old kid     (woah I hope im not breaking the underage rule on the internet)  


GAMING

I'm a long time gamer, my favorite game is the whole super smash franchise. Currently playing sword art MemDefrag

HOBBIES/TALENTS

I love music, and singing songs is my talent, I'm a good vocalist, and a good friend :) 

  • Warning: if  you love dank memes DON'T read any further 
  • Train of depression choo!choo!

HARDSHIPS

and this is the part where you may call me weird , im an orphan, my father died of cancer when i was 3, i dont know who my mother was i still live in the same house where i was born, alone. i live for making friends, but the past 16 years i havent made a single friend, i was always nice and honest with everyone i met but in return they bullied me and left me away it's because of the society my country has. After all that happened to me, i grounded myself, kicked out of college, but I started educating myself on the internet, I'm an oracle certified DBA now, thanks to the people who created the internet, and thank u for still reading my boring depressing intro, bare with me please, there's still more. I used the internet to make friends, and I actually did made friends, but they were just internet friends never knew them personally, I know they were real people behind the screen, but i cant be able to hug them or feel them, so it almost felt unreal and unfair i started to think that our relationship was just limited to game, so I said my goodbyes to them and stopped playing online games for constantly  3 years. And that my friends, is how my depression/anxiety started to grow up on me

Healing from depression

After 3 years i had a thought of residing to a foreign country, so i can have a happy life with friends surrounding me patting my shoulders, but it required money :/ i came up with the idea of selling my artwork on social media, i roughly made 50$ a month, i saved everything from it. When I collected enough funds for travel, I rushed straight to US embassy, everything was great until i saw notice that says ''INTERVIEW's NOT ELLIGIBLE FOR UNDER 18, PLEASE BRING A PARENT''  And that moment, I realised that i was roasted by a mere notification on screen. But hey it doesn't ends here, cause I started to find new talents hidden inside me, like vocalising, so i started making music on my 8 year old lenovo ThinkPad and started covering some songs, and hey it actually got pretty good, atleast 3000 plays on soundcloud.

And here I am everyone, still trying to make friends

Dreams

I dream of being loved by everyone And hated by none, I also dream of reviving the deceased people ( i know thats creepy, but hey we don't call them dreams for nothing)

And this is where my story, my intro ends.

Thank you, for  everything :)

Authors get paid when people like you upvote their post.
If you enjoyed what you read here, create your account today and start earning FREE STEEM!
Sort Order:  

Welcome to steemit @hafray :)
It sounds like you've been through a lot in your life! I can't wait to see how you progress over time!
I'm new to the platform as well and I'd LOVE if you checked out my introduction post at https://steemit.com/introduceyourself/@blaisep/hello-steemit-my-name-is-blaise

Thanks, i saw that you were born the same hospital as obama, i was like HOLY S** And hey you can be big in persuing your dream someday

Welcome to the community, Haf! Follow me at https://steemit.com/@bitgeek

Welcome Haf. You are quite a remarkable young man. Seems you have lived a whole lifetime in your short 16 years. I can tell you are a WINNER as you persevere and ALWAYS find a way. That is what WINNER do. I would love to here some of your music bro.

  ·  8 years ago (edited)

Wow thanks man, i really love your kind words, I've already posted my first song in the blog

Welcome to Steemit Haf! I hope you will enjoy it as much as I do! :-)

Aww thank you :)

Welcome Haf!

Thank you :)

Welcome to Steemit @hafray :)

Welcome Bot Banner

I am a bot that greets new users of the community.

Make sure to participate in our giveaway to get known in the community!

Here are some helpful resources to get you started:

If you have any questions about steem, just ping reggaemuffin, the creator of this bot with your question :)


If you find this bot helpful, give it an upvote! It will continue to upvote introduction posts. Your upvote will give it more power in that. If you think you have something all new users should know, please tell.


You want to welcome others too? Give your Vote to new users: http://steemgreet.bitballoon.com/


See what this is all about: https://steemit.com/@reggaemuffin/steemgreet-motivate-new-users-who-just-joined