What do you think?

Hello to anyone who is reading this. Hope you're doing well. I don't really know what to say here.

I've been thinking about what I could write about for the past hour. All I know is that nothing that enters my mind sounds like a good idea after five minutes of contemplating. My first post will be what defines my account. This could also be my last post. My self-fulfilling prophecy where I imagine myself failing so I don't ever put in an effort which leads me to fail anyways. Most people must feel this way. So why am I complaining? Maybe I'm just weak. Yes, that's it. Only the weak give up before trying. People say that I'm funny. This isn't funny sadly. So sorry to disappoint. That's what usually happens though. It's not like this isn't expected of me. Hopefully one day things can be different. That's what I imagine when I lay in bed for hours during the day, getting nothing done. Life full of success and happiness. One day things will have to change right? I'll figure it out. One day. Not today.

That's what I think... What do you think?