James Spaders monologue in "The Blacklist"

Have you ever sailed across an ocean, Donald? On a sailboat surrounded by sea with no land in sight. Without the even the possibility of sighting land for days to come? To stand at the helm of your destiny? I want that one more time.
I want to be at the Piazza del Campoin Sienna. To feel the surge of ten horses go thundering by.
I want another meal in Paris, at L'Ambroisein the Place Des Vosges
I want a bottle of wine. And then another.
I want the warmth of a warm woman on a cool set of sheets.
One more night of Jazz at the Vanguard.
I want to stand on the Summits and smoke Cubans; and feel the warmth of the sun on my face for as long as I can.
Walk on the Wall again.
Climb the Tower.
Ride the River.
Stare at the Frescoes.
I want to sit in the garden and read one more good book.
Most of all, I want to sleep. I want to sleep like I slept when I was a boy. Give me that. Just one time. That's why I won't let that punk out there get the best of me, let alone the last of me.