there you go

ofcourse, considering some demo productions take 8 months or more (took ?) with a whole group of people who actually get along for not the money and all know what they're doing , these things arent done in 45 minutes but i remember why

b/c i feel all my effort to save my painful bones gone to naught sitting here with no table to stand on

not that there's gonna be a demo or anything ...

by march ????

sure

ill fix my head learn asm do the gfx, learn the sid, make a toon, code some routines , link them and submit it by half march

!

on it !

( ... )

maybe later, when we're out of belgium and our head is clear

that c64 i was eyeballing is sold ofcourse already, €200 for a whole set of refurbished stuff with drive and tape and software was a bit too good to be true i guess

so - if shiba rises we get a steam deck and start a demoscene for that one then

and try not to stick in the pixel because now my neck hurst like shit b/c i sat with the wrong glasses

in the wrong position

in my broken body

"life past 30 huh ?" ?

you're welcome to try it :)

---

no no no

yea funny

(very)

hey, its what old people do , they complain !

remember : im old, useless ... and stupid too btw , lazy and pointless

there's nothing to get here and nothing to see here, by trying to normalize a born anomaly you made so many shards i cant even find myself inhere, only bits 'n pieces

you're welcome to try but niet zougen if you get butthurt or worse

im never alone like skitzos so im never lonely , i'm never bored either

and without the money to get out of belgium with my cats nothing will ever be anything so

you're right

i'm useless

so why are you up my ass ?

AGAIN

i can feel it

they told me to

who ?

"they"

who else ?

yeaaa, this ACT

its NOT an act, just like my life aint no story

especially not for your entertainment, my privacy is sacred, violating it is a capital offense that passes on through your bloodline

my reality is quite real to us

anyone with half a gram of plato in their life will get at least that much

i think humanity has devolved

and the kid has always been the kid

ab normal

you should meet the addams then

RIGHT ?

gud

k

.. i wasnt gonna thats the point, the point is "when it hurts , dont push it, you lack a few 1000 euros for the furniture to do that"

and then you do it b/c you forget it and the pain catches up
and you realize

HEY

im stuck in drukkerland

and then

i WILL BE FOR LIFE NOW

so you'll have a hard time trying to leverage your ipsos-motivation and threats-for-dummies

...

look what you did

you cursed yourself, fucked you in the ass

by summer your life might be

COMPLETELY DIFFERENT

xept those six fuckers in america who still make real money

they nerve-stapled jack ma after speaking once

did anyone hear from him again after that ?

yea other than smiles ?

thats right

they do it differently here

but they do it all the same

your whole life is a lie

you shoulda let me do

id be no one on the other side of the planet

this place wouldnt even exist to me

now i want it to sink in the ocean

if the gods hear my prayers again

like they seem to have done last time

when i was on the street ?

better learn to swim :)

tschuess

(i still accept calls from your sister - little too)

ofcourse

watashi-wa

akuma

(to hentai part-time ofcourse - - - but so are they when the doors close and)

tomorrow its sunday

then we start with "one post per week" again

until succeeded, we did it with facebook

we can do it with this

actually it was MEANT to post one per week and see what you got after seven days

but then they marketed it like a ponzi scheme

dear client

bring your grandma and some money

the future of OUR product lies in YOUR sales

....

no comment

vitalsky (who i really dont like for some reason even if i have never met the guy, maybe if i ever meet him when SHIBA inu hits $5 and i can enter that place with my own shoes on he turns out to be this totally likeable superdude who knows)

did NOT DO THAT

euhm

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which should have been two hours ago BEFORE we started on this new little linux program we just found

found a sid tracker too, sadly it only runs on windows

one that does sid you can play on VICE or a real machine that is

REALLY WANNA TRY

im sure its not propellerhead reason or fruityloops

or the current LMMS we can afford

but look at all that goodness it produced

jason paige

dane

galway
daglish
hubbard
tel

dozens

• hundreds right after

• thousands after that

names only, no clue how many tunes have been made for that single little 80s chip

RIGHT

STOP

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what ?

it says "whats on your mind" ?

i cant talk about your sisters panties all the time dude

if you're in constant pain

even if not from terminal

after a while , and after years

constant pain will be on your mind too

we URGE YOU TO TRY IT

and smile it away :)