God Designs the Best # Testimony from PE

I was a learner who graduated last year from one of the high schools. Last year, I started enrolling in several private and public universities. From several examinations tested, there is an English test. To be honest my English skills are still very low, as a result I did not pass the English test. I also tried to wait for the announcement from other universities.

Again and again, I was declared a failure. I began to ask where is God? I started at the lowest point when all private university enrollments began to close. My faith began to falter with God. I used to be diligent to be quiet, join the KKR, and give offerings in the church. But since the incident, I started to leave God.

I began to struggle whether I was studying at any university or taking the test next year so that the gap year (unemployed). Finally I decided to be unemployed in advance to prepare for next year.

Suddenly I was invited by my brother to go to the English village, because he is also unemployed. At first I was not interested at all because I've been there before. But I kept going even though at first I was halfhearted.

There I studied for several months and praised God my English skills improved, visible from every test score that continues to increase. For several months there, I went to church to join the TRC service. There I felt reprimanded by God through the word of God delivered.

I realized that my relationship with God was very far away. Upon returning from the place of worship, I again built a relationship to God. Finally every day I can come back for a quiet time.

Before returning home, I tried to enroll in one of the private colleges using the report card. Praise God, I passed the engineering majors (the majors I most wanted).

I am very grateful to graduate there. At first I was a little hesitant because my value is mediocre. After that, I heard there was an English test before going to college as a benchmark of value, thanks to God I can already speak English.

From my journey with God, I believe that God's plan is always the best. Sometimes God allows us to face a struggle to process our lives. Often we think God is so wicked, but believe that God always designs the best for every one of His children. Jesus bless you.