Daily Journal of a jobless man : Jan. 23, 2020

I'm 38 years old and I became jobless by some reasons.

I had many hopes and dreams to fulfill, but I suffered with chronic headache and post nasal drip and now everything seems vague and obscure.

I used to live with full of enthusiasm and specific goals, but now it is hard to set a goal and dream of newer things.

Losing hope and dream is the most painful thing to bear.

Something that I truly get to understand from series of recent trials is that physical health is utmost the most important thing to human.

On a certain point if you harm your health, it cannot be recovered and it will constantly torment your mind.

And a thought that people around you seem healthy except you, the thought will keep dragging you down to an endless abyss, as if a negative thought grows to more negative thoughts.

I pray that all who suffer from disease to be cured and have hope that it will get better.