HIDDEN TRUTH AND MISSED OPPORTUNITY

in johnbakare •  7 years ago 

A friend forwarded this to me last night and I thought it wise to share, for those out there hiding in the shadows of being shy😃😃😃😃😐
1st year(In university)
I was sitting in the lecture room, looking at that girl sitting next
to me. She was my ‘best friend’. She had nice hair, humble and
was very beautiful. I wish I could tell her that I loved her so
much, but I didn’t want to break the bond. After lectures, she
walked to me, borrowed some notes of the previous class hugged and pecked me goodbye.
I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.
2nd year My phone rang, it was her; she called me to tell me how much
she was hurt. Her boyfriend just broke her heart. She asked me
to go keep her company. I went to see her; coz she was my best
friend. As I sat next to her, I looked her in the eye, wishing she
was mine. After two hours of having fun and hanging out, she
was okay; so I left her to go to bed. Before I left, she looked me in the eye with a beautiful smile, hugged me goodbye.
I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.
3rd year One day, before the grand school end year party, she asked me
to accompany her to the school dance. I was very happy,
because every moment with her was special. But we went to
the party ‘as just friends’. After the party, I sat at the door. I
looIMG-20170709-WA0001.jpgked at her, as she chatted with her friends. She happened to
look at me, and then gave me that killer smile. I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.
Graduation day
Days, weeks, months passed. It was the graduation day, so happy and excited we had completed our studies. She stood up,
to go pick her certificate. As she walked elegantly, I couldn’t
stop staring at her. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t
notice me like that. Before she left, she came with her
graduation gown, looked at me, gave me a smile and told me,
‘your forever my best friend’ I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.
Wedding day
3 years down the line, in the church, she walks down the aisle, with her parents on her side.
It really hurts me, since my chance is now gone. I love her too
much, but I got to let her go. She is being married with another
man.
I wanted her to be mine, but she didn’t see me like that. But as
she walked she looked at me and gave me that killer smile. Whispered to me “BEST FRIEND EVER”
I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn't know why
Burial day Days, months, years passed.5 years later, I went to mourn the
love of my life. The love I was afraid to tell. As I viewed her lain
body, it hurt me that she left without knowing I loved her.
During the service, they read her diary. The mc began
‘I stare at him; I would love to have him in my life. I try to
simulate situations, but he doesn’t seem to notice me.’ I love him, I wish he knew. I would really want us to be
more than just friends. I love him but am shy to say. I don’t
know why.
My strength was over, I Knelt before the crowd, as tears
dropped down my chicks. Those words touched me deeply. I
wish I told her. But its now too late, she is gone. I wish I told her, I wish she knew
That I wanted us to be more than just friends
I loved her, but I was shy
I didn’t know why.
BREAK THE SILENCE> IF YOU LOVE SOMEONE; TELL THEM....
SHARE THIS TO YOUR Friends TO ENCOURAGE THEM!!!
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