I have no idea what it is that I'm doing right now

It's late, I'm half watching some anime and half puttsing around online.

I should be sleeping, I need to be up early to make the bottles for the twins and breakfast for the oldest child, the garbage cans need to go out in the morning, the house needs some cleaning and so do the children, we need to go to the library and get some new books and to return that dvd that I didnt get around to watching, I've got to stop at the store on the way home from the library to pick up diapers for the twins and look at back to school clothes for the oldest, and at some point during the day the children will need to be fed.

But its quiet now, no one is crying, no one is asking a thousand questions, no one is complaing about their day, the only things I hear are high pitched Japanese voices, mechs fighting, and the fan in the corner.

I used to be cool, I used to have friends, I used to go out and do things, but now this is what I look forward to.

Meh....

Maybe I'll watch an episode of Deadwood and eat a cookie.