Discord Drama

2023-07-25 - Tuesday - 01:46 PM

1141/ This is a continuation of previous Twitter threads. Some people want to interact with me but others want to destroy me. The challenge is in weeding out the good from the bad. It's also a question of time management mixed with other elements. 1142/ I'm trying to focus on level 2 members and higher. Most of the people who left our DISCORD SERVER were level 1. The CHALLENGE is in who to promote or demote. I want people who are deeply invested or the more the merrier kind of thing. Many times, conversations went nowhere. 1143/ It feels like to me from my perspective in life, I've interacted with so many people the past 30+ years, especially since the 1990s, and it seems like so many people run away from me no matter what I do be it good, bad, great, terrible, cool, boring, exciting, unique, etc. 1144/ Out of all my projects, it appears my investment into TikTok paid off with some of the new members here on DISCORD. However, I want to say this server is more like a BETA version currently. I feel like I don't want to spend too much time trying to keep people here. Grrrrr. 1145/ I could be totally wrong, perhaps I should try harder to INTERACT. But I've felt like I have tried interacting with people for OVER THIRTY PLUS YEARS or at least many years in many ways. I've felt HEART BROKEN feeling like I've lost friends. Not saying I'm right about that. 1146/ My flawed bias opinion generally says too many people are only pretending to interact with me. One person even asked if I've always lived near Seattle in Washington State, USA. Again, I could be wrong. Sometimes it doesn't matter what I think. 1147/ One of my GOALS is in having places like this DISCORD SERVER where people do INTERACT with me, movie nights, live streams, trivia, call-in shows, interviews, fun things, entertainment, education, encouragement, equipping the people of tomorrow, how-to self-help DIAGRAMS. 1148/ Those reading this are seeing behind the scenes my thoughts, how I feel. I'm currently in phase 2 of my life. Let's just call it phase 2 to simplify 38 years since 1985. Phase 1 was in living life, exploring, experience, learning. A variety of things. I see value in that. 1149/ Phase 2 has a main OBJECTIVE in trying to like ARCHIVE my autobiography, chronology, timeline of sequential events, outline, summary, canon, collection, portfolio resume CV, of my life online/offline, content, media, things, stuff, videos, photos, articles, files, activity. 1150/ You might even say I wasn't supposed to have a Discord let alone a TikTok, YouTube, Facebook, or even a Twitter during the BORING phase 2 which Roy Merrick MIGHT say this legless dog should abandon on the side of the road. Time for an ABORTION. Get that Blake Webb Pillow. 1151/ Phase 3 might be in putting out the ARNOLD ATTIC TEASER TRAILERS which I did in 2010. But perhaps I shouldn't put out trailers until phase 2 is complete. Roy might say it will never be finished. This is an open debate. In life, you might have to pick your battles/projects. 1152/ Phase 4 might be where I go onto the Chrissie Mayr Podcast, the Alex Jones Show, Steven Crowder, Tucker Carlson, Andrew Tate, Trump, Tim Pool's Timcast, Roseanne Barr, Geeks + Gamers, Nerdrotics, Friday Night Tights, Steve Bannon, Roger Stone, The Blaze, Alex Stein, etc. 1153/ Phase 4 might be where I go on podcasts, shows, etc. This might be the phase where I start introducing myself to new audiences for the first time. Give them first impressions. Maybe this would be more phase 5 or 6. Not sure of the exact order the phases should go in at all. 1155/ I might be wrong but I feel like I shouldn't like go on any big show or podcast until I get my act together with official trailers, highlights, videos, memes, websites, groups, and everything in the pursuit of trying to funnel and redirect potential visitors, fans, haters. 1156/ Part of me wonders why would any big podcast even want me in the first place. It begs the question what came first the chicken or the egg. It might be a catch 22 where the chicken is your own work and the egg being the plugging of your work on podcasts. Am I right on that? 1157/ I'm going to try to continue to do the following five things. First, in archiving. Second, in organizing. Third, in interacting with people. Fourth, in plugging myself on podcasts, etc. Fifth, in doing things. I used to focus more so on number five, in doing things. Crazy. 1158/ I struggle with BALANCE, I've been extremely DISAPPOINTED for years with how long it takes to do things as life pushes you many years behind SCHEDULE. You can choose to give up or to rise back up as a Mel Gibson Braveheart Freedom Lover. Not just a Mother Lover. Running. 1159/ I want to prioritize my INTERACTION time to level 2 members (or higher) in this DISCORD SERVER say for example and perhaps more so in like live-stream videos, syndicated mirrored broadcasts, the live comments, on TikTok, YouTube, Twitter, Facebook, Rumble, Twitch, Kick, etc, etc, etc. 1160/ Part of me rushed into trying to become famous for years, to go viral. I engaged in spam, click-baiting, acting extra crazy even, and the list goes on and on. So, perhaps a younger version of myself would happily go on any show or podcast so I could plug, advertise, market. 1161/ But as I get older, there is at least a small part of me that wants to earn my way to the top of the INFLUENCE PYRAMID, that I should minimize how many shortcuts I take. It's not like I don't still try to be famous or whatever it might be. But it's an ongoing STRUGGLE. 1162/ Regardless of how famous I might become, a big part of me just wants to archive and organize my work for my own pleasure. It's there for the record for anybody who might want it. I want my work to help as many people as possible. That in turn requires more people to see it. 1163/ Friendly reminder, the more you help me, then the more POWER I might give you in OATMEAL WORLD within these DISCORD SERVERS and OTHER GROUPS. Keyword here is MIGHT because many VARIABLES as it depends. I have a long list of ways people can help and other things too, etc. Jackal @ gridlock3455 loves that rat masturbating man meme so much. So, I demoted him. Does he really have an app? Should I promote him again? Jackal said in level 1 a second ago that he has an app thing, but why did he say that to me? Do you think the people who approved the app of Jackal are in on it? 1164/ If we promote too quickly, then we get people like JACKAL masturbating to RATS memes spammed in all the channels of our DISCORD SERVERS and OTHER GROUPS on OTHER WEBSITES and APPS and EVERYTHING ELSE too. But if we promote too slowly, then some might leave and stuff. Crazy. Th @ quaebec @quaebec was able to embed links in level 1. But how is that possible? I had embed turned off for members. I need help with understanding Discord. So many questions like that one.