Death Of Aspiration

One of the hardest thing for a human being is to give up their toys of thoughts which their mind played with for years. Every curiosity, every unknown is sunk in those toys. Those toys are our passion, our desires and the starvation of a lifetime.

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Dream Big By Yuumei

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At the end of the day, we are just kids balancing on the ropes of what our so called lives. The rope is either stiff or limp and that's based on what we are born through (a fault of systems we created), as they say that of the rich and the poor. As a child, we are silent but not our brains and as we grow up, we are not silent but are brains are made to be silent. We are taught acceptance, fear and a sense of harm but not how to conquer them; never to defy acceptance and ask questions, never to fear and dive into minds of those ghostly beings and a sense of harm for only ourselves and not others.

Our heart beats with desire, racing to know the truth while our tongues are tied. We learn to feel the myths within ourselves, poisoning our hearts and minds with venomous truth benders.

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Source: http://www.thisiscolossal.com/2015/09/milov-wireframe-sculpture/

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The glorious thing is that we are all composed of the universe, in different schemes and definitions. Our aspirations in this small dirt ball floating in nowhere aren't limited and yet the universe is a mystic place, a limited ultimate which may cause you to get drunk in many philosophies but will forbid you to get too deep which is the harshest thing that the universe does. The system that our world runs to be called a disturbance is a lie to tell but yet the entangled truth behind our existence extends far beyond our imaginative and logical abilities. It's painful to denote that we are probably existing smaller than a Planck frame of time in the universe and such a small time won't be enough to sort out conclusions for the complexity of the huge vase of time that our universe will run through. It's cruel to feel aimless this way but we have no other chances.

We are swimming through undefined creations that simultaneously make sense and doesn't at the same time. But by the time, it is also good as it protects us, the words that we may lose in our minds. It is a madness that pulls you closer but slightly pushes you back when it knows that you're eagerly wanting it. And after finally knowing that you can't have what you want to accomplish, it becomes the most severe pain that man can ever have. The only difference through our different mindsets are that some dive deep and some don't. Some become the fishes of the oceans of knowledge and some become the hunters of those fishes by becoming birds contiguous to the oceans.

Therefore, we have lead to through in between our desire and our need. We need to be afloat.

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Still Waiting By Yuumei