Many of us feel so hopeless I know and I have been there and I still go there but I don't act on my feelings. It's difficult even to think about other people even our children or our families when we were feeling this way. But if it is a big part of our life purpose I commend you for allowing it to prevent you from ending your life. When I'm feeling this way I try and see the good in the world as best I can and the good in my life as best I can. It may seem like the darkness is greater than the light and it may seem like the bad is greater than the good. But that is a lie that our brains trick us with all the time. I hope you hang in there don't kill yourself. Find a way to ease the pain and hang onto yourself and your children and anything else good no matter how small it may be.
With love from a stranger online Carol
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Thank you . It’s just so hard when no one cares as much as you do. When no one wants to hear the truth or how you feel. When people make you feel guilty for expressing your opinions or even getting upset. It’s tough when people around you leave you and break promises. When you need someone who decided they no longer need you. When your just sick of going thru every day and dreading the next morning. Hoping and praying something happens to you.
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Hello there I hope you're alright and I hope you're still alive. I didn't get back to your reply because I haven't been to steemit in while I've been pretty frustrated with their technical issues. But I do care about you I care about anybody online who talks about their feelings and their issues so honestly. And I care whether or not they live or die I really do. When I hear about someone killing themselves on the internet my world bends underneath me. Please find a way to make your life more bearable even for 5 minutes at a time if you can. I care about you. And thank you for responding to my post. Love from Carol at steemit
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I’m ok . Everyday is a struggle. Some days are better than others. In all honesty I’m only here for my children. I go thru life day by day. Anytime I think about it, I try to think of my kids. What will happen to them. That’s what keeps me here. Even if it means I struggle, as long as they are okay. I’ll continue to push thru it. Sometimes it just becomes too much.
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