My younger sister managed to surprise me with a visit to Dubai. She has a short vacation and she came all the way. I would think my bond with my family will grow stronger since my mum's passing or so i would prefer to have been the case but we have grown so far apart in the hassle of these period(s). And distance has played its role too. Since we were young, we were always physically apart. Seeking ways to fix our household and create change, we became adults very young and left home, for the sole reason of bringing back change. It all can be said to have gone to waste now, especially with my mum's passing which was so abrupt and unexpected even angering really. After all the sacrifices, there still has to be this other suffering.
For now, what can we do. We end up moving on or maybe not. I doubt we really move on. It is silly to. My sister is here now and ofcourse, i have to play big sister like mums do and be mum somehow. I will seek out time to share photos of her presence here and our times together.
We can keep these moments, till we fix our household and perhaps begin to live in one location, once in the near future where the pasture is green everywhere.
Life can be comedy.