It's hard and it seems to get more difficult (for me anyway) the older you get. I never really had a support system other than a Neuropsychologist that specialized in TBI about a decade later. I've learned that a good, positive understanding support system can make the best difference in the world. I really hope you have that. I know that no two brain injuries are alike. I understand that and have seen that as evidence in my decades of recovery and living with it. I'm here if you need to talk, as a friend and as someone who understands how hard it can be cognitively and emotionally. Keep up that AWESOME attitude and mentality you have. That helps a lot. I've taken a break because I've been telling my story to try to help raise awareness for invisible disabilities. It's been very draining but it's worth it if it can help others with invisible disabilities . I'm completely alone as I moved away to try to FINALLY start over. I'm finally getting some help with my PTSD but my self confidence has been broken. I'm trying really hard not to give up and keep fighting. I just have to do some things to get my life back on track and will hopefully start posting again soon. Keep up the good work and that great attitude. I'm here if you need a friend.