Another day of our Thanksgiving again and although I could not attend in person for our weekly Thankgiving in my church locality at least there is a program for individual members like me where my church assigns a church worker as we call them to bring me a copy of last weeks Thanksgiving recording so I can view it here in the comforts of my own home.
So it feels like I am also attending in exclusivity although of course it would be better if I can go in person together with my mother and my brother because it is different to attend live but it is not possible due to my condition but who knows maybe someday it will happen if God still wills it for me.
It makes me feel strong inside to hear the teachings that is coming from the bible delivered by the minister. I am also able to sing church hymns and songs and listen to the consultation where our minister would answer the queries of the guests and other members regarding life and scriptural matters and other real world problems and I can pick some bits of good things from that too.
The "viewing" also includes opening and closing prayers and I just needed those for at least God could hear my lamentations.