when I was in the hospital I couldn't sleep much, it is because both of my parents are currently having some cough issues plus the nurses goes in from time to time. The only sleep that I had was when they gave me some sleeping pill which I thought would not work but it knocked me of without feeling sleepy.
Most of the time while I am lying down I am just trying to sleep and there would come a time that I will get these crazy dreams which I can't describe. It is a different kind of dream where I would be in a deep sleep, I think they call it lucid dreams.
One dream is like I am a spastic person visually, like I only see shapes and colors in an erratic way. One dream was that it is has a moral of the story, I ought to write it down but I am in the hospital so I have no laptop to work with and maybe even with a laptop I am not sure if I can ever recall that story which is one of the best crazy lucid dreams that I had.
I am glad for that matter that I can still sleep and dream even though the quality of my sleep is I can say poor but at least it makes my brain in track. My writing also helps, it lets off steam plus of course it makes me feel better as I can make some money out of it as well.
But I do have other crazy dreams which for most people in my situation will forgo and let the disease consume them. But not me, I am always longing to have my life improved step-by-step. My recent surgery revealed that only a few people cared because I only got a few person to help me which makes me feel worried and frightened because I realized that I am the only one that can help myself up.
So that is what I am doing and with the help of cryptos and the blessings from God it will all be accomplished. I am not ready to give up for as long as I could sustain myself, so earning steem for me is crucial as well as the movement of Bitcoin as it really pulls up or down the other cryptocurrencies, they are my defining tool that would make or break me.
So my goal still persists and I would continue to work in order to achieve it no matter how crazy it is fpr the people around me.
If you're not the one having the dreams is it really... you?
This morning I napped for an hour before work knowing ahead of time I may not get any 'sleep'. I started to 'dream' immediately, in and out of elaborate, vivid dreams, filled with lives and emotions, unable to direct the course.
Aside from being aware I was dreaming, and being able to force-wake myself and start the dream where I wanted... then guide it for a moment... I couldn't do anything.
I could feel my sleepiness, my exhaustion, and in its' clutches I caved eventually... unable to wake, or get any sleep.
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But the other crazy dreams that I am longing to achieve would make me get up everyday without much sorrow and pain, the Parathyroidectomy.
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Some say that I am dreaming until this day, this message, and everything else is but a flurry of neurons, grasping at the scaffolding of this matrix.
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Your will to get better is astonishing.
What do you mean few people helped you? Hospital staff? I know you had some visitors which made me very happy. Your parents are still very much in your corner.
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Life is still beautiful for me @owasco as long as I have people who loves me and I am realizing that I only have a few in my life.
Only two people aside from my family members had visited me at the hospital which makes me sad but in the other hand I have to see the bright side that I have a bigger family here at steem. I just have to accept things the way they are in my life.
Sometimes I am comparing myself to others.
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@cryptopie Hey, are you well know?? Wish you a good and healthy long life!!! Stay blessed dear @cryptopie!!! Good luck for your future articles!!! Keep steeming and one last thing that I would really appreciate and feel good if you go through my content and give your review!!! Thanks 😊
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