I Am Just Sad That I Will Have To Sell My STEEM Prematurely Soon Becuase Of My Dwindling Saved Funds

It's Not On My Plan

Well it is in my deepest regret to sell my steem but I just have to because I needed to use the money for my medicines which is a necessity and could not be taken off otherwise I will see myself in a worse condition like the return of that worse lingering pain and most probably the further enlargement of my facial bone.

But the painful thing to consider is that I am getting my funds dry-up and still not getting cured, the medicine that I am taking is just slowing down my condition and the pain is still there. In fact I could not walk anymore because of the pain in both of my feet, first it was only the left foot and after a while both of them are aching.

So now I am not even trying to get up from my bed and join my parents when they are watching the TV. Now I am really worried if my condition would continue to go in a slow downward spiral I could not even imagine what would happen in the future.

I Am Grateful For All The Help From STEEM Community

My plan is that I would use my money for maybe a Kidney transplant but after I had this issue with my bones I sought to just focus on it until I landed myself to an Endocrinologist which prescribed me the Parathyroid drug that actually helped me but not fully. I suffered a lot in taking that drug for having the appetiteloss and nausea as a compromise for alleviating my lingering pain.

I could still walk about a year ago but today I could not. But maybe with a strong pain reliever I can but that is not what I wanted. All I wanted is a natural body free of pain anymore without the use of pain killers and that would happen if I would achieve my needed Parathyroidectomy.

For me to get my Parathyroidectomy I needed to pass some clearance test so I just have to see if my heart has some problems. I will be having a 2D echo test this weekend if possible for me to have a clue if I am qualified for getting that crucial operation or not. Then I do not know what to do next but to continue to seek an ENT doctor and know what is their opinion about it.

All My Plans Would Not Work If There Is No Blessing From God

My last card would be to write a waiver which would free doctors of responsibility if when something bad happens to me arising for my push for my operation. If all else fails then I will just trust God in what would be his plans for me.

I also pray that people would not be a barrier for my plans for my health because I could see that they just had given up before trying and that is a painful thing to realize that only myself is supporting myself which is why I am thankful for my friends here at steem that are selflessly supporting me all the way until now.

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