I had an appetite problem ever since I started a therapy with taking a Hyperparathyroid medicine like Cinacalcet but it is about more than a year or so that I stopped it because I can't stand the side-effects anymore. The years before I was not taking it my appetite had been awesome although still I cannot eat that normally.
But it is of no use cutting off Cinacalcet because my appetite remains very poor enough that the taste of brewed coffee is also different. I am worried that it is a case of a further deterioration of my health like for example I could be suffering from another brewing illness that I am not aware of.
Of course I am afraid to go to the hospital because they might discover something that could very well bring me another bad news. Then there is another factor to consider, the financial aspect of it and my parents not being comfortable with the idea of going to the hospital which affects my desire to go and setting it aside unless I am feeling an excruciating pain and needs to go to the emergency room.
I am terribly worried because it is unusual because even though during the times that I was taking Cinacalcet I can still get the desire to eat especially after my session. Could it be that I am taking Sodium bicarbonate? I thought that it should be the opposite because ingestion of sodium bicarbonate causes the acidity of my body to go low. So I should be expecting a better appetite but I am not it seems.
My body's system is acting more weird lately but I should not be so surprised because I had come this long as a dialysis patient and surely there will be the moment of breaking point, this fight will never go on forever. I will just find a way to solve this but I do not know what to do anymore.