I'm quite already toxic because of El Niño in the Pacific

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Feeling toxic means a considerable amount of toxins is in my body due to metabolic substances and by-products of the consumption of food had made me nauseous and acidic already and it is a very uncomfortable feeling, a feeling of being poisoned and thus affects my appetite and overall well-being.

It is never good to skip dialysis for any reason and for one thing I am not getting the best dialysis treatment as well. I can say that for the reason that I can compare my dialysis session from what I had from the big hospital in the city where I had a surgery done on my arm where the surgeons have to take off the great big AV fistula bump in my arm because it is grossly big and already aching and it had made me panic that it might explode anytime. Anyway the dialysis treatment over there was so good that I could feel the freshness in my mouth afterwards it almost totally decreased my acidity levels down and drinking water afterwards seems to be so refreshing too.

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I am always clinging to life which is why I can never feel well like I was experiencing more than two decades now.

I was able to eat well for days after my dialysis there because of the fact that although my dialysis treatment was set to almost minimum and caused me to have a build-up of extra fluids in my body, so what more if the sessions that I had includes a total fluid removal? I do like the dialysis treatment there but they are only given if you have a nephrologist that can refer you to get included on the schedule of dialysis which serves you good for your own well-being, However they are keen on monitoring you blood pressure every hour which is why I was put on minimal treatment which meant that they will reduce the amount of fluid to remove in my system which they had done everytime I got my dialysis there and caused me to build-up fluids to make me in the other hand debilitated and close to being drowned.

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Careful monitoring of my blood pressure from the best dialysis hospitals had proven me that it causes me to retain more extra fluids after the treatment session because of my lower blood pressure while hooked-up at the dialysis machine.

That is why after I got home, I was exactly 4.5 kilos overweight with extra fluids in my body which I then gradually normalize by not consuming fluids too much and at the same time requesting the full fluid removal that I was allowed to ask and thus bringing my weight down to 48 Kilos. I have to do it of course because I was in discomfort and feeling bloated already plus I had some difficulty in speaking as the extra fluids in my body had squeezed my lungs even more. But I am glad that my lungs held until I was able to bring my weight down to near my dry weight.

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In contrast, my current dialysis center is not anymore taking the reading of the dialysis patients more frequently as before where they take blood pressure reading every hour aside from before the patients getting hooked hooked-up and after getting hooked-up at the start of the treatment session. Then I always complain to myself the quality of the treatment sessions being safely played by my play safe nurses because of the reason that I do not feel much better after my session which affects my appetite and the ability to eat well causing me to struggle with my body mass.

But thanks to God that I was scheduled for my crucial dialysis but the worry from experiencing another stopped operations due to flooding especially within this year and next year until the El Niño phenomenon is over although we cannot predict its end of cycle this time because of global warming. If the temperature of the earth becomes more warmer, then it will affect the span of Monsoon rains which I pray not to become stronger this year or any other year for that matter because I would for certain, experience its indirect effects for my life unless my dialysis center would take action about raising the level of the flooring of my dialysis center in order to not disturb its operations which is very important for a dialysis patient like me who relies on machines to keep me alive.

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The effects of El Niño phenomenon is never fun as it accentuates the Monsoon rains and causing trouble in travel, economic disruption due to stores closing, agricultural damages, damages or disruption is service sectors, and overall tribulation of people whose houses are submerged in different levels of flooding, not to mention people's lives are lost due to drowning, etc.