ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴇxᴘᴇʀɪᴇɴᴄɪɴɢ sᴏᴍᴇ ғᴜʟғɪʟʟᴇᴅ ᴡɪsʜᴇs ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴠᴇ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍᴇᴅ ᴛᴏ ʜᴀᴘᴘᴇɴ ʙᴇғᴏʀᴇ ᴀɴᴅ ɴᴏᴡ ɪᴛ's ᴡᴏʀᴋɪɴɢ ɢʀᴇᴀᴛ ғᴏʀ ᴍᴇ, ᴡʜɪʟᴇ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴍʏ ᴡɪsʜᴇs ᴀʀᴇ ɴᴇᴀʀ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇʏ ᴀʀᴇ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴅᴏᴏʀs ʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴄᴋ, ᴀɴᴅ ɪ sᴛɪʟʟ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ᴀ ᴅʀᴇᴀᴍ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴀᴍ ᴄᴇʀᴛᴀɪɴ ᴡɪʟʟ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ, ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ sᴏᴏɴ ʙᴇ ᴄʟᴏsᴇʀ ᴇɴᴏᴜɢʜ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ ʜᴀᴘᴘʏ ᴀʙᴏᴜᴛ ɪᴛ ʟɪᴋᴇ ɪᴛ ᴀʟʀᴇᴀᴅʏ ᴄᴀᴍᴇ ᴛʀᴜᴇ
It feels heavenly when your wish will be fulfilled with utmost certainty, so much close that you can smell it already
Most of my wishes now are granted and I couldn't thank God more because of what had transpired in my life particularly with my health and well-being like being able to get freed from the lingering pain which I had experienced a few years ago which now is making my life more at ease from the said pain and misery because the torture was so much that I was willing to expend all of my money just to find some relief and that was what I did and it really slashed a big chunk of my finances. Thanks be to God that I was able to graduate from buying this specific medicine which not only is so expensive but it also gave a whole lot of side-effects like nausea, vomiting, a bad case of vertigo, and that lingering bitter taste in my mouth that I actually tried to endure for more than two years as a compromise to alleviate my body pains from my joints which didn't even almost totally took off my pains away because I am still struggling enough that a trip to the bathroom feels like I am going to Golgotha along with still torturous pain in my back, knees, and my feet.
I was forced to just give-up Cincalcet because it is not doing its job well, it beats the purpose of giving me a better well-being without getting cured completely or at least shedding most of my body pains. Although my endocrinologist doctor had prescribed me to take three tablets per day of that sinister drug because of its side-effects, I was only taking one tablet per day but even with only one tablet, I am also getting tortured because of the said side-effects. Besides the cost of that drug, I am in no way following my doctor's prescription because of the feeling of being so very sick with just of the side-effects alone where it seems like I am trading pain with another type of pain which is also greatly destroying my quality of life. I said to myself, "I got to make a decision and quit it altogether" because it is not really working out fine for me and I just resorted in controlling my diet ever so strictly which indeed affected my body weight some more and also taking phosphate binders so that my Leontiasis condition would not get exacerbated due to a rise of my blood's phosphate levels.
Because of the work of God, I discovered vitamin K2 MK-7 which I said before is the magic bullet that I was waiting for because it tackles to solve the root of my bone condition which is throwing Calcium into my bloodstream due to a higher than normal Phosphorus all the time which later created a condition known as "Secondary Hyperparathyroidism" and had made my appearance and stature like this known as Leontiasis Ossea condition and is also called "Lion face", a condition so rare that not many people get it although because of many dialysis patients are living longer now particularly with the enhancement of the benefits coming from Philhealth, cases like I do might also happen to some patients if they happen to live longer with an uncontrolled high phosphorus in their blood. Now, due to Phosphorus levels in many patients are high, they will soon feel what I had gone though if they are not able to make further steps like surgically taking most of their Parathyroid glands off and then keeping check of their Calcium and Phosphorus levels in their blood because otherwise they will soon go tot he path where I painfully crossed and suffer this condition that transformed my body into a tangled mess and affected my social life negatively forever.
More with the vitamin K2 MK-7, it works by taking out Calcium from where it should not be like the soft tissues in my body like in the lungs, veins and arteries. Now I am observing this hard vein near my elbow is already softening as well. It is a good indicator that my arteries especially in my heart is also getting the same effect and it is a good news because I will not have to worry about having a heart condition anymore and in-fact I was cleared with my latest 2D echo and ECG before my AV fistula repair last April this year 2023 and gave me a sigh of relief that finally gave me some closure that my heart is still healthy even after two decades and two years of being a dialysis patient. Anyway, the action of vitamin K2 MK-7 to may bones is actually reversing the effects of Hyperparathyroidism by making my bones get more Calcium than it is leaching to my bloodstream and thus making me feel the alleviation of pain in my body, good enough that I can walk now to the bathroom back and forth without anymore torture on my back, knees, and my feet which is really a heaven-sent relief that I needed without anymore burning a big hole in my pockets.
Aside for almost effectively solving my Leontiasis condition, it also helped me for making my face to recede a bit from being too big as well although it did receded while I am under the daily regimen of taking vitamin K2 MK-7. I do also hope that it will continue until all of the bone growth inside my mouth is gone too but it is still receding thanks be to God and I hope that God wills it for me so that I can solve the lisp problem when I am verbally communicating with people. I still wanted to have the ability to whistle again and by the time it happens my face is not anymore that freaky to look upon like before where I am like a creature of curiosities inside a pen of the Circus show. Now I am just waiting for more improvements to come and I guess that I am doing it right because of these good improvements about my bone issues and bodily pains plus saving some money by not paying anymore for Cinacalcet which is one of the most expensive drugs that almost all of the patients cannot afford and the side-effects that it also gives to patients that happens to take it to help alleviate the symptoms of Leontiasis Ossea condition.
Further more, the blessings from God with regards to my transfer of dialysis clinic is something like a dream for me because which is actually a dream that came true after more than two decades of wishing for it. Although I am not being a patient yet in that project of my Town's municipal government because we are still waiting for the department of health's license to operate, I am already happy with the benefits that me and my parents will get from it. For one thing my father will not have the problem in driving me two towns away from our house and ultimately saving us from paying gas money in return. My father is already old and complains about his hard time driving me when the sun is still way down at around 4:00 am. in the morning while enduring to get up at around 2:30 just to prepare for going for my dialysis treatment three times per week. Now my parents and I would will be relieved from going out too early in the morning even though I do not mind really when my dialysis is scheduled, it is just the persons that cares for me is being dragged with such hardships with dialysis scheduling alone.
Anyway, the other things that I can enjoy was the freedom of not paying extra bills anymore. Due to the frequency of my dialysis treatment, when I come for a treatment I have to pay those extra bills which are very hard to pay if you consider the sum that would amount to something which I can use for many things like fruits, vegetables, and me and my parent's supplements that we both needed. The bills by the way was making me not to opt-in for a three times dialysis before, it is pretty heavy on the pockets! But my current dialysis clinic offered a free bill if I would come for a thrice a week dialysis so it was my driving force to avail that promo considering that I really needed it and the fact that dialysis patients here in my country with Philhealth is already getting more dialysis session to cover a three times dialysis per week in a year, I told myself that I have to avail with that promo because the two times per week is not really serving me good and another extra session in a week will make a very good difference and it does.
However, the expenses are also made big somewhat considerably because of the extra money for the gas and then the fact that I have to pay for an extra high flux dialyzer per month which costs an arm and a leg because of the additional dialyzer use which is only limited to at least six to eight reuse. Bit with the Municipal government's dialysis clinic project, I will never have to worry about paying for dialyzer purchases anymore because it is free of charge as told by one of the employees or administrators to us after contacting us a few week ago. Then aside from free billing and free dialyzers, I will also enjoy free EPO injects, EPO is a hormone that makes the bone marrow produce red blood cells, without it the patient may die from basically being severely anemic that leads to death. In my case although my Hemoglobin doesn't get as high as normal individuals do, I can survive it but being not normal too because my hemoglobin and red blood cells are basically still lower and it is a factor for me not to gain weight as a result. But if I will be given a free EPO injection, I will not refuse it and take it anyway. So now I am looking forward if how it affects me for getting my red blood cells and hemoglobin in check and cause some positive results like achieving more body mass. Actually I feel that I am getting more body mass because I used EPO three times a week for two months and once a week after that and it made my hemoglobin reach one point excess to the normal levels for a normal male. It resulted for a better well-being for me and now I feel like I am gaining that crucial weight already by measuring my arm and my lower leg's width or girth with the only limitation of my capacity and control to eat food and my strict diet respectively not to mention the less variance of food that I eat which affects my eating behavior as well.
These are one of the fulfillment of my dreams and I do believe that some more will happen because of my involvement in cryptocurrencies where more often than not, does the unimaginable especially with what bitcoin does over time, we just needed to be more patient. I am also aiming to build a safer, more comfortable and presentable house for me and my aging parents. It is one way that I can give my parents especially my mother who is longing for it to happen. She told me that before she does she just wants to have a decent home to live into and not like this where we all feel embarrassed when guest arrives not to mention feeling embarrassed when one of the guests would further makes us more feel embarrassed on how this house looks now. Although I can personally live in an ugly house or an old one but having a house where the roof would leak whenever it rains and gets submerged from flood waters when there is a heavy rain is the factor that I just need to take action about it considering that my siblings have their own houses and will definitely in my opinion would not cough out some money just to at least renovate this house where it was my father's job to do so while he was abroad earning. So the last person that could make it happen will be on my shoulders, I really do not mind it and I am more than happy to do it, I just have to wait some more time before I can fulfill my need to have a better shelter for me and my parents and I hope that God wills it as soon as possible where the possibility can already be felt but nit touched for now.
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