I am already due for blood-cleaning session because I am really not feeling well right now due to an infrequent dialysis but hopefully I will get hooked-in for my essential dialysis God-willing.
I am already lethargic and can't wait any longer. I might try to sleep it off just for me to get away from the misery of my situation.
I am also already full of fluids not because I am drinking or consuming too much fluids but because of my body's current capacity to load up on fluids as it had gotten reduced due to my backbone's scoliosis which is in turn squeezing my internal organs especially my lungs.
Now it had gotten harder for me to live my life in a daily basis really because I am just full of fluids all the time and it makes me fell unwell and to add to my misery was the fact that toxins get to build-up fast that I can already taste it in my mouth a day after my dialysis after waking-up from a sleep.
That is my life and still I keep on living despite of having a bad health disposition every single day. I only get to feel good sometimes after dialysis where the fluid removal just eases the tension in my body.
I hope that in the future I will no longer have to deal with all these via death or via surgical/medical intervention. So I am just keeping my heads up and hope to improve my health even better with the mercy of God and the support of my unsung hero friends at my back then maybe I can witness a better future in lifetime.
Fir my tomorrow's dialysis session I will eat a snack and maybe some coffee and the reason is that it could potentially rise my BP as the snack itself is containing sodium in excess of my needed daily value. But I needed it so that i could be able to complete my session and not suffer anymore blood pressure crashes.
